Young love ~ Hayes Grier

Chapter 26-Decided

HAYES POV

It's been three years since I've seen that beautiful face of hers.

One more year.

She has been perfectly fine which scares me. She probably never liked me.

College is ok. I got an apartment 20 mins away from my family and 5 mins away from college.

Every time she comes here my family goes to Nash's. It's awful.

I saw her once at the airport but when I looked again she was gone. It was probably just a dream.

I have been taking singing lessons and I have to say I'm pretty good...now that is.

I've been writing many songs since she left but I never have the courage to release them. One that I just made is my favorite and it's perfect for my voice Shawn says. I released it today.

I am also filming a video. I grabbed Shawn's guitar.

"Hey guys! It's Hayes! Today...well you can probably guess what's gonna happen can't you. I'm going to sing an original! You're probably like 'what Hayes can't sing??' well a couple of years ago I got lessons by this guy!" I said while Shawn sat down taking his guitar.

"The song I wrote is called Amnesia. here we go!" (A/N Ik this is a 5SOS song)

Shawn started to play and I sang.

"Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all"

I got to the chorus.

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all"

I wasn't that good. I will probably write songs for someone not sing them myself.

"It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long"

But really this explains my life right now.

"If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things