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m25n: Goodbye

Jia's POV

"Jia~ can we meet at the cafe now??" Sabi sa akin ni Hoseok through phone

"Hm... Wae?? May problema ba jagi??" Tanong ko rito...

"I want to tell you something so see you after five minutes.." Sabi nito

"Arasseo jagi... Sara---" naputol ang sasabihin ko nung marinig kong binaba na ng kausap ko ang phone niya... "Saranghae~~" bulong ko sa sarili.

Its been a few days since we have seen each other and it was two days ago when Yoongi hyung told me about their debut.... Have he made his decision yet??? Because I will truly support him na matter what...

After 6 minutes~~

"Jagi~ jinjja mianhe.. May inutos pa sina eomma eh... " sabi ko sabay upo sa katapat niyang upuan...

"Uhmmm... Jia.." Panimula bigla ni Hoseok na siyang nakapagpakaba sa akin sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan...

"Hm? Wae ? May problema ba??" Nag-aalalang tanong ko habang tinitignan kung may sakit ba siya pero ikinagulat ko nung pigilan niya ako at hawakan ang kamay ko... "Ho----"

"Let's break up..." Then my whole world shattered into pieces

"C-come a-again??" Nauutal na sabi ko dahil hindi ako makapaniwala sa narinig ko at humuhiling na sana nagkamali lang ako ng narinig

Please... Not now... Not like this.... Please... I beg you...

"Jia... Let's break up... I think we should end this... Ang bata pa natin.. And I think we should not take things like this seriously..." Sabi niya habang nakayuko

nang marinig ko iyon ay narinig ko ang pagkabasag ng aking puso... Gusto ng kumawala ng aking mga luha sa aking mga mata pero ayaw kong ipakita sa kanya kung gaano ako nasaktan dahil sa mga sinabi niya...

Napuno ng katahimikan ang kapaligiran pero agad ko itong binasag ...

"Tell me do you love me?" I asked while looking to his eyes

Please say yes... And I will be able to understand and accept everything... That's the only thing I want to hear from you... Because I'm still holding on from what you have said to me that you will always love me and nothing will ever change...

"No.." He said sternly but not looking into my eyes that were begging for reasons... A lot of reasons...

I chuckled like i was lost from it... "I never make those memories with you just to be left in pain..." I stated calmly... "I never take this risk just to cry in the end..." I breathe again " I never loved you just to break up with you..." I tried to say it without breaking out... "But because I love you, okay... If you want to break up with me then let's go back in being strangers, and that's because I love you..." I managed to say those words while trying to look within his eyes

"Cool... I gotta go now.." He said that caught me off guard and hurt at the same time...

"Hm... Annyeong.. " I said while trying to keep my cool and hide how hurt I am right now...

"Annyeong..." He said then left...

I was left there all alone... Looking at our knot ring that I am wearing... Without knowing it, a tear came out from my ocean like eyes one after another...

"Wish you all the best I guess..." I chuckled while crying...

Crazy right?? But what can I do... That's all I can do for him... I was about to talk to him about this but I wasn't able to know that he already decided and this was his decision...