Dearest

Chapter 6

Levi

In my first day, I didn't expect that the asylum can be this horrible. Not horrible like dirty, mad doctors or something but 'horrible' as a prison. Not the prison anyone thought about but worst. You are imprisoned on your own head. Why can't you? They fucking locked you up in a disgustingly white room with nothing to occupy your mind!

What is the point of getting "fix" here?! They just making everyone here crazy on purpose!

On day one, I flitched at the sudden high pitch screams of other patients. I tend to covered my ears when another one joins in and the screams turned into a deafing screech. The sounds bounced back at the plain white walls, it continued for hours and it was torture.

But there are days that were suspiciously peaceful. With nothing to do I tend to leaning on the wall, cross my legs and looked at the blue sky on the tiny window of my room. It was high and had bars, just a like a normal prison. The nurses called this reflection hour, which is ridiculous. Thinking of ways to espace didn't even cross my mind when I did nothing and eyed the window but it was before. Now is different.

It only took me two days to finally loose my wits with all the shit they want to put up to me. I stop taking the pills that supposed to "help me", fought back at some nurse and here I am. Stuck on the same stupid fucking room and in my own head. Frustration, anger, rage all those things he tried hide just for Eren. For fucking Eren!

Yet I will always think of him. What is he doing? Is he doing well without me? Is he with Armin? But thoughts about him always cut short as days go by and it was the help of-

" LEEEEVVIIIIIII!!!!!"

I can't help the sadistic grin that pulled on my lips as my name bounced back on the building, over powering other patients cries and screams.

It was Hange. Hange Zoe, the one and only person who dares to approach me during meals in the cafeteria. After the outburst of my bottled up emotions, I quickly made a name in the mad house. The nurses cursed me as the little demon, I don't give shit. Being in the institution had it perks, I was able to express myself freely and no one gives a damn. There are rules but its understandable if one breaks it, unlike the rules I had in my own home. After some time in the asylum, I realized that my "home" was the real mad house.

I glared at anyone who stared at me, I shout at the nurses for an outlet of my rage towards my mother. And there's Hange.

"Isn't it amazing here?!" She cheered.

It was a simple sentence but I knew what she actually meant. The world outside is nothing but people wearing masks. All fake. But here, nothing is fake.

Hange is too smart for her own good and that's the reason why she's in the institution. She experiments and invent things, at first thought one would never think twice that she is crazy but I was able to sit down with her and listen to her perspective in life. That's what wake me up from the world I've previously know. My world is not just around Eren.

I jump off my bed and waited until the nurse open my door for lunch. As the door opened, I gave my nurse a smile. Farlan. The only nurse in the institution that never think that were broken, in fact he thinks that we are all okay and what's broken is society.

"You heard Hange?" Farlan smirked.

"Yeah, let's get this shit going." I grinned.

Eren

"I'm sorry, sir. But patients are not allowed to have guest during the treatment. We make sure that they are all well when they meet visitors." The nurse tries said calmly.

I want to passed those doors and take Levi out with me. The little Omega didn't deserve any of this. After years of studying medicine, I knew too well how they treat their wayward patients. They brake them.

"I know this is for safety measurements but I'm a doctor and my Omega is in there. I think I have the very right to treat him, let alone touch him." I countered.

The nurse looked worried, avoiding my intense stare. I have no choice but to use my tramp card.

I stepped forwards, towering over the nurse, letting my scent known who is the boss between us. "My dear," I started, tried to so sweet but deadly. "Levi Ackerman will soon to be my Omega and since I'm a doctor, I have the ability and the right to brake him."

"B-But-"

"ENOUGH!" I did. I don't like using my Alpha voice to put those lower dynamics in place but I have no choice. I need to get Levi out of here.

The nurse took a few steps back and my Alpha self is happy to see her tremble under my power. Leaning to her, I grabbed her chin and forced her to look at me. "You did well, I'll talk your superior after this don't worry."

With that, I left her trembling on the entrance. As I walk through the building, I feel high and mighty, the nurses around never dares to approach me and told me to get out. But as I continue, I didn't know I made a huge mistake. I didn't know what Levi's room number is.

Well, shit.

Because of me already setting the charts of being high and mighty in the building. My Alpha won't agree to ask questions on my Omega's whereabouts. I agreed because to be honest, this is really embarrassing. After some time, I decided just to follow my instincts. It is quite an challenge to trace Levi's scent with the other Omega's scent is all over the place.

I tried to fucos on Levi's, as I walk on every door. I can hear the curses behind each doors, others even let out a deafing scream while others were laughing at their hearts content.

The place is very unsettling. Even as I doctor, I don't want to stay here and I don't want Levi to stay here. 

As I walk, I begin to pick up a familiar scent. Following the sweet scent I came face to face the door I think the little omega is in.

"Shit! Fucking shit!"

I heard before my hand touched the door knob. I sounds like Levi but not the usual timid raven I know.

"Fuck this whole shit!"

I know that these type of language is improper, especially if it came from an Omega's lips but damn Levi had some fire in him. I found this amusing and attractive. Okay, guilty, I get easily fall in love with rule breakers. Another reason why I loved Armin back then.

I can't help but grin when I reach the door knob and.... Locked. Well fuck. So fucking stupid!

Levi must have heard the click because he threw something on the door, followed by the painful

"GO AWAY!"

That sounded bad. "Levi, it's me!"

There was a long pause on the other side of the door, leaning closer I heard Levi's quick breaths. This is not good.

"Levi! Listen! It's okay, calm down. Stay with me okay? Inhale. Exhale." I tried to assist him in the best way that I can. I confirmed my own stupidity now. Of course, Levi doesn't want me to see him this way. But what's done is done, I just have to make it clear that my impression towards him never changed.

After a few minutes, Levi is finally calming down.

"Levi, I'm taking you out of here. Stay back, I'm breaking the door!"

"No-"

I break it with a kick. The door fell from his hinges and I heard Levi screamed. I stepped in and about to apologize when

The person on the bed didn't have the raven locks that I used to know, his skin tone is not that beautiful milk white. I sniffed the air, the room and the person's clothes smelt like Levi but-

"You're not Levi."