Toxic love

Recover for me

Mariah's POV

Seeing Wy'Aut cry over me made tears run down my face. He really does care about me. I put my own feelings over his without thinking. I didn't have to hurt my myself but I just did. I never really thought about how he was react to it. I tried my best to talk to Wy'Aut. I really needed to express my feelings to him.

"Please don't cry Wy. I'll be alright." I said as I tried my very best to speak as loud as I could. Wy'Aut then looked up at me and a smile grew on his face.

"You're crazy you know that? You had me scared. I thought I would have lost you. Mariah though we haven't known each other long I'm sure I'm starting to fall in love with you. I don't ever wanna see you hurt. But right now I just got to pray for your recovery."

Please smile for me. With you talking like that, I'll only feel like I'm dying.

*Wy'Aut sobs*

No really no tears baby. I'll be fine.

"Let me see your arm."

As I raised my arm towards Wy'Aut he began crying again. He could tell I was in alot of pain and I already had lost alot of blood. It really felt as if I was on my way out.

"You've lost so much blood. That's scary Mariah. You can literally die from this. The doctor said he's surprised that you're alright but it's still scary."

Can I put my arm down now? It's funny, I could barely feel my arm when it's laying down, but when it's up I'm in a whole lot of pain. It's like my arm is dead but it still has feeling. I know you're worried and I shouldn't be talking like this but I'm alive. That should count.

"You're right and I shouldn't make so much of a deal about it. I just can't stress it enough. Since the break up, you're the first girl I've ever had feelings for. Though I'm a little older than you, I'm not worried about how other people feel. It's my relationship after all."

Hmm, if I wasn't in this hospital bed right now I'd make love to you.

'Hey um I'm still here guys.'

"Lol Jacob.."

Thanks for being here Jacob. I'm really happy I got a chance to meet the two of you.

"Hey don't talk like that. You should like you're dying when you do."

You're right I'm sorry. Still I'm grateful for the two of you. In fact when I get out of here I want to move in with you Wy.

"Are you serious?"

Yes. It's not a problem right?

"No no of course not. When it's time to get out of this hospital, I'm going to help you pack up so you can move in with me."

'Yeah but there's one problem. She's underaged. She can't just move in with her boyfriend. Her mother would go crazy.'

I doubt it. In fact if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be in here like this after all. Yeah I know I was emotional about everything but if she would just look out for me maybe I would feel like I had someone to fight this battle with.

"You have me. And I'm not leaving your  side, ever."

It's not that Wy'Aut. I know you have my back. But my mother of all people should have had it too. It kills me that she doesn't.

'Where is your mother anyway? Why is she not here? Does she not know?'

Who cares? She's probably still having sex with my uncle anyway.

*Wy'Aut and Jacob speaks at the same time* - "Your uncle?"

Yeah she has sex with him.

'But wouldn't that be her brother? Or is there something I'm not understanding?'

No you got it right. She's sick and needs help. Literally. You see where I live is my uncle's place and we were staying there aftery father killed himself. My uncle hasn't been in a relationship for God knows how long and seeing us around the house half naked does something to him.

'Yeah but that's sick.'

"Jacob..."

No he's right. It's disgusting. I'm his niece and she's his blood sister. It's nasty. Sometimes I wish I knew why my father decided to let us suffer.

"Maybe he was suffering too? His demons may be for a reason. Maybe he was going through something way worse. It's always sides to every story. We don't understand and know why but there's a purpose for him killing himself. Maybe he thought leaving the way he did would have protected you. For sure you can't really think of it. Don't put yourself in a depressed state."

I won't baby. Thanks for being here for me. I love you.

"I love you too."

'No love for me?'

Lol I love you too Jacob. The both of you.

'Awww love you too. Well I got to go so I'll see you two later.'

"Actually I got to go too. I've got some school work to catch up on. I'll see you later baby."

*Wy'Aut kisses Mariah and then him and Jacob leaves the room closing the door behind them

He's so sweet. I hope I marry him one day.

*Hospital door reopens*

Hello???

End of chapter