Toxic love

It is what it is. Part 1

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Sexual content
Obscene language
Profanity
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Rape is in no way acceptable. If you or a friend know of anyone that's being raped, please seek help. Rape could lead to depression and thoughts of suicide. Talk to someone you trust. Don't let it eat you up.

Narrator: Where would we begin? We sat in the car quiet, waiting for the first words from each other. There would be alot of reminiscing going on whenever we would start. I know some of it would even hurt my feelings because of how badly I missed her but I would have to play it strong. Just for now.

Wy'Aut's POV

I'm ready. I want to hear how you feel.

"Why can't you go first? You're so into having this conversation. I'm only doing it for you."

I'll go after you. I promise...

" *Sigh* okay. You always had this massive crush on me. From the day we first met. You watched me walked down the school hall and your eyes kept straight at me. Even though it was only for a short moment I caught you looking at me. Even when you tried to hide by looking down, I had already caught you."

"You even volunteered to walk me to my classes whenever we would buck in the hall as if you already knew my schedule and classes. But it was alright with me. I enjoyed the company honestly. I appreciated the fact that you always were into me from the very beginning."

That's not what I wanted to talk about.

"What do you want to talk about then?"

Why the fuck are we not still together? Why had you just given up on me so easily. How could you love me unconditionally but give up like you never wanted us?

"I thought we were over this Wy'Aut. It just wasn't meant to be, simple."

But it was. So many times I've put you over everyone even my family, even Jacob. You know how close we are. That's the closest person to me. But I've let him down so many times for you. I wasn't supposed to trip but I did. I wasn't supposed to..

"You wasnt supposed to what? Why cant you just let go? Why can't we just leave things where they are? Forcing it won't help with anything."

I'm not going to sit down in this car and pretend that everything is cool. I'm getting everything off of my chest, even if it hurts the both of us.

"Oh my God. Why did I get into this car? Why did I let you talk me into driving me home? I wouldn't be caught up in this emotional ass shit."

It's that way because you left me without a fucking answer. Without reason. You told me you loved me. And I was such an ass to even believe you. And that's not even the fucked up part.

"What's so fucked up about leaving something you don't want to be apart of?"

It's fucked up because you cheated. In my house, in my bed, you had sex with that pussy. Behind my back. Locked me out of my bedroom and had sex. That shit messed up my mental.

"It's not my fault that Jake has more balls than you. And I'm not talking about the size of his dick Wy'Aut. You never fought for my honor. As he did the shit to me, you just let it happen."

I didn't even know that..

"Don't give me that fuck up bullshit. Every time we went out and a guy touched me inappropriately, you just let shit happened. You played like you didn't see it. Why were you not ever man enough to come at the males like you came at me. Accusing me of cheating just because your scary ass was too big of a bitch to ever do anything about it yourself."