Toxic love

Trauma wont leave

Warning
Sexual content
Explicit language
Self harm

Wy'Aut POV

WHAAAAAT? What did you say? Mariah are you serious?

"I said that I'm pregnant, and yeah I'm serious about it."

When did you find out that you're pregnant?

"Well Ive been at this hospital all this time. I've had test run on me from I first came here. I was actually holding it back from telling you until I was sure we'd make up. I didn't just want for us to break up no matter how much I told you to leave me alone. I wanted a stronger connection between us. I know how you feel about me Wy'Aut and the feeling is mutual. Though I may have not been the best girlfriend you may have had I feel that we can become better parents and have a beautiful future together."

Is that reason you called me here ?

"I also missed you and wanted to see you badly."

Mariah.. since the last time I've seen you I've been through so much, emotionally, mentally and physically. I can't begin to explain that hurt or how I feel. Right now I don't even think I should be alive.

"What are you talking about? Did you try to kill yourself?"

No. I could never do that. But Jake almost got away with killing me.

"What Jake??? Wy'Aut can we go somewhere private? To have this conversation?"

I don't want to leave this hospital. Not yet.

"Fine let's go inside and talk."

No we can continue to talk out here.

"Wy'Aut there are too many people out here. Too many ears. Someone will eventually hear what we are talking about and listen. Can we please go somewhere so we can be alone?"

*Wy'Aut is quiet for a second and then he agrees*

Fine let's go.

*Wy'Aut and Mariah catch a taxi and have it carry them to Jacob's house. Once they get to Jacob's house, Wy'Aut tips the taxi driver and they head inside of Jacob's place.*

*Wy'Aut and Mariah sit down in front-room*

"Okay we should be able to talk now. I'm all ears."

Okay listen over the pass, we'll I can't remember how long it's been since we last talked but Jake and I have been getting in to it a lot. He went as far as to almost killing me the other night. And I do believe that if it hasn't rain I'd be dead right now.

"Oh my gosh what did he do?"

He drew a gun out on me while I was in my car and had me go into his. Then he drives us somewhere far. He then gun but me and when I caught myself I realized that I could smell gas. He lit his car on fire with me in it. If the rain hadn't come down then..

*Wy'Aut starts having flashbacks again to the incident*

The smell of gas that could have knocked him out but was covered and ignored by the blazing fire that quickly jumped up to Wy'Aut's lap. Him screaming for help and asking Jake to not let him die echoed in his head. So much trauma.

"But I don't get it Wy'Aut you were already in your car. Why did you get out? You should have knocked him down."

Jake was right I was too pussy to kill him. And look at me I had to be token care of. It's a good thing I didn't have any severe burns. If anything I was choking because of the lack of oxygen and the smoke that smothered the car.

"It really is amazing that you're still alive. I'm happy that nothing to serious happened to you. I don't know how I would have took the news about your death if you died."

It sounds like somewhere you still have a little bit of love for me.

"I said it already. I never truly stopped loving you Wy. You're the first guy that noticed me for me and not my body. Though we haven't known each other long you were such a sweet person to me. Even after finding out about everything I was going through you was still there for me, and I don't think I can ever repay you for that. You mean a lot to me."

*Mariah sits on Wy'Aut's lap facing towards him*

Is there a reason that you're sitting on me like this?

"It's been so long since we made love. Your touch, my body is craving it."

But I'm not physically feeling 100% my legs they aren't the best. I can't fuck you the way you would want me to.

"That's okay. I'll take control."

*Mariah pulls down Wy'Aut pants and begins to give him head*

Mariah wait..

*Wy'Aut throws his back deep into the couch as he is ignored by Mariah who is too busy getting to work."

Moans start to release from a tight Wy'Aut's lip. He could feel himself not being able to control what was going on down there. And unlock how it usually would be this was for once that Mariah took the lead.

After giving Wy'Aut a blowjob for about 7 minutes Mariah helps Wy'Aut readjust to laying in the couch as she gets on top. Mariah hopped on Wy'Aut's dick and began to ride him while rubbing on his stomach. Though he didn't have full control of his body Wy'Aut picked up and the way that Mariah was riding him and the two began to have sex in sync.

"Why is this so good?" Wy'Aut thought to himself. He never thought that he would get to have sex with Mariah again. And she had just told him that she was pregnant not too long ago. So many things began to run through his mind as Mariah and him had sex. Just then Wy'Aut got up and lifted Mariah then putting her down on the couch.

I may not have all of my strength right now but I'll be a fool to miss out on this opportunity. I want to lead now he said and he pinned Mariah down into the mattress spreading her legs open and stroking deep inside of her pussy. Mariah body started to arch as the strokes became more and more aggressive.

Mariah then realizing that Wy'Aut wasn't being gentle with her began to moan louder but not with pleasure. She was feeling violated. Though it was her idea to have sex with Wy'Aut the way that he was fucking her started to feel uncomfortable.

"Wy'Aut.. mmm.." she said as his strokes Leo becoming more and more aggressive. "You're going to rough baby slow down."

But Wy'Aut did not respond. He kept going his aggressive pace. Mariah then called out to him again. "Baby please stop you're hurting me." But still Wy'Aut said nothing and his stroking did not slow down at the least.

Mariah tried to push Wy'Aut off of her. She didn't want it to get to the point where it would be considered rape although she assumed that stop meant stop. Once she pushed him off a little Wy'Aut stopped and his eyes widened. He had finally woken up from whatever had him the way he was.

"I'm sorry but you were hurting me Mariah said."

Wy'Aut finally spoke after remaining silent for so long.

I.. I.. I couldn't control myself. I lost myself for a second. So many things were going in my head. Wy'Aut managed to sit down.

"It's okay baby. It's alright plus it's my fault for making it happen. You at first didn't want to. So I'm responsible for anything that could have happened."

Tears began to fall from Wy'Aut's face. What the fuck is wrong with me he said out loud. I can't think straight and I keep seeing what had happened to me that night. I honestly feel like I shouldn't be here right now.

Wy'Aut stood up and ran his head straight into the wall. He did it twice before Mariah was able to stop him.

His pain and trauma didn't want to end. Wy'Aut needed therapy. He needed counseling. With the way everything was going straight up to now he feared that he would only hurt someone he loved if he didn't get a hold on himself.

Mariah continued to hug Wy'Aut from behind without letting go. Blood began to come from Wy'Aut's forehead from head butting the wall twice. Though the wall didn't get any real damage the only thing shattered was the way that Wy'Aut was thinking.

End of chapter.