Toxic love

Love of uncertainty

Narrator: So much has happened in the last 48 hours and just when I thought I would get a break, things got worse.

Wy'Aut's POV

I dialed 911 and contemplated if I should actually call the police. Jenna was being raped by her "beloved" boyfriend and her father. What the fuck? Your fucking father of all people? The person who was supposed to protect and watch over you? The man that was supposed to literally have your back before anyone else. Why were the adult men in this city so sick?

I couldn't drive without thinking back on what I had just seen. Though I never went through with calling the police, I felt so bad for her. No one deserves to get rape. Every time I thought about it I would throw up more and more in my mouth.

How long could that have been going on? Was it the first time or was it a usual thing? The reason it made me so angry and sad at the same time is because I already knew someone that was going through that with a family member. Yes I'm referring to Mariah. Although we were angry with each other, she was still my favorite person.

In the morning I'm going to see Mariah. Even if she doesn't want to see me, I needed to see her.

The next day I headed straight to the hospital. Even if she didn't want to talk to me, I would try my best to have her talk with me. I'd be a fool to lose her over a small argument like that. I needed to fix our relationship.

Hey Mariah..

"Wy'Aut why are you here? I don't want to see you. Not at all."

I just came here to apologise about yesterday. I went about it wrong. We could have had a sensible conversation without any arguing. I overreacted but I want to make it up to you.

"Nothing you can do to ever get me to forgive you. You fucked up."

It was a small argument. I understand we get mad at the people we love, but we forgive them also. We don't just let a relationship end for something like that, especially if it can be fixed.

"What do you think I'm mad at you for Wy'Aut?"

Our conversation yesterday.

"Ha. You must think I'm stupid."

What are you talking about? I never called you stupid.

"You sure think you have me for a jackass right now."

What are you talking about baby?

"I am not your baby. We are nothing, not even friends. Leave me alone stupid boy."

I can't believe you're mad at me for something so stupid as that little argument. Everyone in life argues. No relationship is perfect.

"I'm mad that you think I don't know what you did."

What did I do?

"Man if you don't know then I don't."

If you're talking about Jenna and I spending a little time yesterday after I left from here then I'm sorry about that. We just talked about the past. Nothing happened I promise.

"Oh so you spent time with her right after we broke up? Wow what a dog thing. I wouldn't be surprised if you were just using me for sex."

What are you talking about? I really care and value you as a person. I don't care about the sex. As long as I can make you happy that's all that matters.

"Yeah I bet you don't care about the sex. If you cared and valued me then you wouldn't have been with her after we broke up."

So I'm right? You're mad we were together? Who told you?

"Are you even paying attention? Noone told me other than you. I wasn't mad because I didn't know until you just said it."

Why don't you just tell me what I did so I can fix it?

"You can't fix anything. You cheated on me. You messed up. What a fucking idiot. You had sex with Jenna before you came to see me. And maybe even after you left. It all makes sense how she was here yesterday. You probably brought her here. But I bet you didn't expect her to show me the video?"

What video?

"Of you two having sex. That video."

I quickly remembered the last time Jenna and I had. She pulled out a video camera and recorded us. I thought she was using it to relive our last session. She lied to me again.

"I can't forgive you for that Wy'Aut."

Sigh I'm sorry. I don't know how I could fix that but I don't want to lose you.

"You can't fix it. You fucked up big. Can you leave now?"

No I'm not leaving. And I promise I did not bring her here yesterday nor did we have sex yesterday. To be honest that night we had sex, she told me she was cutting me off and just wanted to record us having sex. She said she wanted to always remember it.

"Wow and that makes it so much better. If sex is that important to you then let's break up officially. Who knows who you would have sex with while I'm in here."

I'm sorry.

"I don't want to hear that. I was starting to fall deeply in love with you and you cheated. The one you were so deeply in love with. I can't trust that."

It won't happen again, please forgive me.

"Trust me it won't. No forgiveness here. It's over."

I love you Mariah.

"Are you sure?"

Yes.

"Or do you love Jenna. You aren't even sure who you wanna be with."

This was complete turmoil. I didn't know who I wanted honestly. I loved the both of them.

I love the both of you.

"If you love someone you wouldn't do anything to jeopardize that. It's over now leave... Uncle Denzel?"

I looked back and there he was. Standing by the door. How long was he there and why was he here?

End of chapter

Well it's almost the end of this story. Got a few more chapters then I'm done. The next few chapters after this one will be filled with so much drama and pain. Just continue to read so you don't miss a chapter !!

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