Toxic love

Let's talk

Narrator: What had just happened? Did I just lose my girlfriend to her perverted Uncle? This couldn't be happening. I had came here to make sure she was alright and ended up leaving sad and depressed. Though it wasn't ever said that we broke up, her telling me to leave was enough to give me clarity. I sat in my car and rested my head into the steering wheel.

Wy'Aut's POV

How could this happen? I've lost yet another girl that I had grown to love. She was my happiness ever since losing Jenna. She was starting to fill out the empty hole where my heart was. It sucks.

"Hey Handsome what are you doing in this hot car?" Said a familiar voice.

I looked up and to my surprise, there was Jenna looking down into my car at me.  I don't know how long she might have seen me but I just hope she couldn't seen the sadness and depression that rolled off of my face.

I wiped my eyes and asked her what she was doing there and she said she came to see a relative.

Oh I didn't know a family member was here. If I did I would have visited just to say hello.

"Oh it's no big deal. The person kind of just got admitted today. So I'm here dropping off some stuff and then I'm heading home."

Since it doesn't sound like you will be here long, do you mind if I stay and wait on you. It would be a ride home.

"Oh that's nice of you Wy, but I'll be just alright. I don't mind walking home. I could use the exercise."

Come on Jenna, don't be like that...

"Okay I guess. I'll be right back."

Alright I said trying to keep my voice deep and from cracking. It doesn't seem as if she notice that I was crying. Though it's sad that she doesn't notice I'm hurting, it's kind of a good thing. Wouldn't want her to know my current situation.

*10 minutes passes*

"Sorry I took so long Wy, had to make sure Aunt Carroll was straight with everything."

Your Aunt Carroll is in the hospital? When you said a family member i never thought of her.

Jenna's Aunt Carroll was a sick lady that was battling cancer for 6 years. Though I only knew her to be sick in the family I never actually expected her to be in the hospital. I wish I knew before leaving inside of the hospital. Though it wasn't to late to wish for her safety, I just couldn't find the strength to walk back inside and risk seeing Mariah.

I knew she was angry with me and if she seen that I was still here she would probably get aggravated with me. I never wanted to leave her in the hospital alone but things just wasn't going how I would have expected.

"You ready to go Wy?"

Huh? Oh oh sorry my bad Jenna. I was daydreaming again.

"I've realized. But what is on your mind so heavy? Is.. is Mariah in the hospital?

I didn't respond. I just went back into thinking once again.

"Dude are you alright? I'm going to need you to be focused if you're going to give me a ride home."

I'm fine. Sorry about that. So much is going on.

"It's alright. Do you want to talk about it?"

No not really. I'll be fine.

I was so proud of myself for that short moment. Though I just wanted to express myself and let Jenna know how I felt, I just couldn't. Part of growing and moving on in life is letting go and stop watering dead plants. Just not letting her know what was wrong felt like I was ignoring weed that wanted to grow in my yard.

*Car drive is quiet for a few minutes then Wy'Aut askes Jenna what he wanted to ask her*

Hey uh? That night we had sex. The last time.

"Mhm?"

What's the real reason you left? I was expecting to see you in my bed. At least wake up to you wrapped up in my arms cuddling.

"Ugh. I told you. It was like a goodbye gift. I know how you felt about me  I know just cutting you off wouldn't make you feel better. Though it may have helped you to move on eventually, there's no telling when you would really just let go. We did what we had to and now we're just people who know of each other. The relationship we had, it never happened. The love you have for me, that needs to leave, the times we've spend together were more of a fantasy to you. But as for me I don't care much of it or where we are now."

It's tough hearing you say this knowing where we came from. I was so deeply in love with you. Losing you was the most hurtful and worse thing to ever happened to me in my life. Though I've been trying to let go, I haven't found the courage to jump off and land on something soft. I know I've been showing you how weak I am for you but it's like you gave me strength.

You made me want to do things I've never thought I've wanted to. You've encouraged do better in life. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be the way I am now. So much goes on in my mind. But..

"But what???"

Nothing. Do you remember how we started dating?

"No not really. Everything that has something to do with you, I had to forget. Even if I didn't want to let go of anything."

So you do remember?

".... I don't nor do I care. Can you just carry me home and leave everything alone. Please..."

*Car ride is quiet until Jenna arrives home*

"Thanks. I guess I'll see you around, maybe"

*Opens door*

*Jenna gets a text then looks at Wy'Aut*

"Wait."

Huh? What's up?

"I guess we can talk for a bit. It's almost night and I have nothing to do for the rest of the evening. So I could you your company for a bit. We could get stuff out of our head and clear the air."

Hmmm. Okay. Sounds like a plan

"So what do you wanna talk about"

*Jenna sits back down in Wy'Aut's car and closes the door*

Let's talk about how we met and everything else.

" *Sighs* okay you win. You wanna go ahead and start it or do you want me to?"

Ladies before Gentleman.

*Jenna smiles*

End of chapter

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