Hard to Love 2 (Reader x Severus Snape) COMPLETED

Chapter 6: Deciding

Erin's POV

It's been 3 weeks since Professor Snape and I have talked about Tom..

I was thinking about what Professor Snape said.. joining him would seem best..

"You are thinking about joining me?"

"Stay out of my thoughts, Tom."

"Dear child, if you're worried about your brothers, don't be, I just want you, and you to defeat them when the time comes."

"I'm not a child, and I'd never hurt my brothers.. get out!" I yelled and suddenly everything went silent.. thank god

I walked around in the halls, it was around 12 AM, so I went down to the lake.

I looked at the water... this is where Mum caught Professor Snape and I... not exactly caught.. but you know.. I miss him on days I do deciding.. or just any days..

I leaned against a tree... I could honestly fall asleep right here..

"Ms. Smith. Curfew."

I got up to see Snape

"I'm aware of the curfew, I just know it pisses you off whenever I don't obey it." I smiled

"Language! Where is this attitude coming from?" he asked

"Out of my mouth? Where else?"

"Smith, serious answer."

"Where do you think... I miss someone.." I said softly

I was talking about my mum and him...

What he did next surprised me... He hugged me

"I know being without parents at a young age is hard.. I'm sorry, Smith.." He said and then let go

"Thank you.. I was talking about you also.. but more my mum than anything."

"Right.. this is where she almost caught us one night.." he smiled a little

"Yeah, and I was, "sleep walking" I laughed a little

We both stood there for a minute

"There are days when I miss you like hell.. Today is one of those days. I've been thinking about joining Tom Riddle.." I said

"It is best, honestly.. But if you can resist... Please do... I can't have you hurt.."

"Just a couple weeks ago, you said to join him.. now you're saying resist if I can?"

"I changed my mind.. Please, Smith.."

"I will try.." I said softly

"Thank you.." he replied lowly..

"Why don't you want me hurt? You don't care about me anymore.."

"I do care.. I didn't want to hurt you in the first place. You don't understand, I'm sorry."

He started to walk away and I grabbed his hand and pulled him close to me.. I just meant for him to turn around

"Smith.." he said so softly

"Professor.."

He leaned in and kissed me gently, then pulled me closer, making the kiss more aggressive. He suddenly started to back me up into to tree, he kissed my neck and my chest..

I moaned slightly as he gently bit my neck... He kissed my lips gently again and then backed away

"Smith, do you see what you do to me? Insolent girl.." he smirked