My Thug Bestfriend

CHAPTER 10

DERRICK POV 

"JAYSHAWNNNNN" I shouted with rage while i seen his body flames. i ran as fast as i could

i took my jacket off and tried to turn off the flames on his body . the flames stopped. and i pulled out my phone and dialed 911.

"yess i need and ambulance right now my brother is on fire!!" i said on the phone 

"jayshawn stay wit me bro i need you and so do they boys and does Amani you die on me i wont make it and you know it bro please stay with me" i said with tears in my eyes23qqqqqq1y.87/y

"takeee caree o-f Amani for mee and if you two get into a relat--ionship then i accept it and im sorry for taking her i know how you felt and i was slefish so i took her for me and i knew how loyal you was to mee that why you didnt say anything but im so-r-r-y brother i live you take care of her please and take care of yourself" he said in a raspy voice with tears coming down his burned skinned

"stop dont do this brother your gonna make it dont worry there on there way" i said

"good-by-e i l-ove yo-u" he said and with that he closed his eyes

"STOOOPPPP JAYSHAWN STSAY WIT MEEEEE PLEASEEE" I said shouting

i saw his eyes close and his last tear dropped. i hold his body till the ambulance came i cried my eyes out.

"sir you have to let him go" the paramedic said

"no i cant give me a couple minutes please"

"ok just 5 more minutes" she said

i told him everything and had told him about our best memories

"Jayshawn Marco Smith  we've been together since we were 5 years old, remember the first day of kindergarten where i was the only darkskin boy and you was the only lightskinned one and everybody else was white haha " i said with tears rushing down y cheeks while hold his lifeless body that was starting to get cold

"we used to get bullied because we were different so we decided to team up and stand up for ourselves. remember that time when you got in trouble because some stupid kid wanted to call me a 'nigger' and pulled my hair because it was nappy unlike his. when you saw that happen you didnt think twice but biting the shit outta his arm" i laughed while tears were still pouring down my cheeks 

"brotha we been thru thick and thin and imma find out who did this to you i promise and when i do imma light up there body in flames so they can feel the same pain you did. Rest in peace bro and about Amani thanks for leaving her with me and you accepting us if we go into a relationship but dont worry i will take car of her." i said and those were my last words for now towars Jayshawn

"sir your time is up" the paramedic said

I let the body go  and let the paramedic take him. on the way to my car i was thinking how the hell i was i going to tell Amani that Jayshawn just died. 

Most of the guys were at the trap Trayvon and Elie and sadly Alex had died wit Jayshawn 

I really didnt care about Alex. Why? because something about him just didnt get to me but Jayshawn wanted to let him in the game so we did.

i stopped by Mcdonalds because it was Amani's favorite along with her favorite coffey from starbucks.

i pulled up in the drive way and walked up to the front door i knocked on the door and waited for an answer. a minute later Amani came down with tears in her eyes and some nike shorts with a tank top 

"Whats wrong Amani?" i asked

"im pregnant Derrick." she said

my mood went down Amani was pregnant at the age of 15 with a dead baby daddy. How the fu k was i suppose to deal wit this.

"Derrick wheres Jayshawn? and why are your hands covered in blood?" she said

"we need to talk" i told her

"STOPPPP PLEASE TELL ME JAYSHAWNS ALIVE DERRICK!!!" she said as she sobbed 

"Amani clam down let me tell you what happened"

"IS HE ALIVE DERRICK TELL ME NOW!!!!" she yelled

"no" i sad in a low voice with my head held up 

she fell down to the floor grabbing onto my clothes she sobbed as she fell.

"Amani clam down please"

"CLAM DOWN???? WTF DERRICK IM PREGNANT AT THE AGE OF FUCKING 15 AND MY BABY DADDY IS DEAD HOW THE FUCK IM I GONNA DO THIS DERRICK HOW??"

"Amani im here for you we can do this together" i said

"DERRICK NO GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!!" she said as she pushed me out

AMANI POV 

I was furious but at the same time broken and lost. My baby daddy just died and im pregnant at the age of 15 wtf am i suppose to do?

i walked up the stairs and took a suit case from the closet. i sat on the bed and took my mac book from my night stand i went on expedia and looked for plane tickets to Hawaii i need to take my mind off things and i know your going to Hawaii when your boyfriend just died yeah

i know but i cant stress the baby out and h will forever in my heart and he knows that and im gonna go visit my aunt down in Hawaii i looked  for a plane ticket  and a nearby hotel im gonna be back for Jayshawns funeral but right now my head needs to be high and out of stress.

i packed some clothes in my suitcase and left a note for Derrick letting him know that i will be back for Jayshawns funeral but i didnt let him know where im at.

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 DERRICK POV

I pulled up to Jayshawn's crib to get Amani ready so we can go and get some air and maybe get some ice cream and go to the doctors.

I honked my horn but i got no answer, so i decided to go in and check it out.

I walked in and went into the kitchen to see if she was cooking breakfast. she wasn't. 

I saw a note on the counter that said DERRICK in big letters.

  Derrick, im sorry but i have to go for the sake of my mental and emotional health i will be back for Jayshawn's funeral i'll be back but i need to do some things and clear my mind but i'll be back 

                                                       i love you-Amani

im not gonna lie but i was mad but i understood she's pregnant and she's an emotional wreck when Jayshawn found her shes been getting better but i dont think shes fully recovered.

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