Transparent [Kellic]

26. Shit Gets Dark

Kellin's p.o.v:

Yesterday was fun. Me and Justin spent the whole day catching up on each others life's and goofing around. We also annoyed my dad a lot, but that's just what friends do. He didn't mind it as much as I thought he would. I think he understands that I've missed my best friend, so that's why he let us be loud and annoying. Hell my dad missed Justin too.

Though as fun as yesterday was, I doubt it can compare to tonight.

I told Justin that I made plans with Vic to go to the Ninja Sex Party concert before I knew he was coming over, but he still seemed reluctant about it.

"I've never even heard of the band" Justin blurts out, laying in my bed beside me. "I mean, what kind of band names themselves Ninja Sex Party?" he asks, a judgey tone to his voice.

"The band is made up of a guy in tight blue spandex and I guy dressed in a ninja costume, what else would they name it?" I chuckle, sitting up and sitting crossed legged.

"They sound stupid" he remarks in a rather rude tone. What is going on with him? He's been like this all day.

"Well then I guess it's a good thing you're not going."

He quickly jolts up, an unamused look on his face. "Why are you going?"

"What?"

"Why can't you just stay here with me? We could watch movies and eat a bunch of junk food until were sick, just like we used to." He grins at his own suggestion.

"Justin I've missed you so much, but I'm going to this concert with my boyfriend. It's only a few hours. Plus you're here for a few more days, we've got plenty of time to spend together."

"You can go to a concert with Vic literally any other time, Kellin."

"But this concert is special. It's celebrating mine and Vic's two month anniversary, it's important to me."

"Why can't you just go to a concert for your three month anniversary instead?!" Justin exclaims, his voice starting to raise. Though I try to remain calm and keep my voice at it's normal level.

"Why can't you just understand that this is important to me? Me and Vic made these plans before we even knew you were coming, I'm not changing them."

"Why are you being like this?" He asks in an irritated voice.

"Why am I being like this? You're the one being rude for no reason."

"No reason?!? You're leaving you're friend you haven't seen in person for months to hang out with you're boyfriend who probably won't even last!" His word get louder as he continues to talk. Mid way through his argument he got off my bed to stand up and look down on me.

"This one is going to last!" I exclaim, standing up as well.

Me and Justin never fight like this, scratch that, me and Justin never fight. I mean once he ate my pudding cup in ninth grade and I got mad at him, but that's about it. Justin's barely even raised his voice at me before.

This is so unlike him.

"Oh yeah? You said the same thing about Max."

"Justin-"

"You also said that about Jake"

"I-"

"The list goes on Kellin. So what makes you think that Vic is any different? There's nothing special about him, admit it."

"No, that's not true. He's the most special and amazing guy I've ever dated, and I know that this one will last."

"What makes you so sure? Huh?"