How About a Deal? (Bill Cipher X Reader)

Friends

You were back at school, you still did not feel good but you didn't want to miss much. You already missed two quizzes from missing a day. You did not want to miss anymore. It was study hour and you were heading to the restroom, you heard your friends voices from around the corner, you were going to jump out from the corner and say hi to them but then you heard something that stopped you, "She is just so strange lately. Almost like she is trying to get out attention." Chris said.

Are they talking about me?

"Yeah, she has been so clingy to me recently she has been going everywhere and inviting me everywhere with her" You heard Hana say.

They have to be talking about someone else

You were about to jump around the corner than you heard what Cat said, "I never even liked (Y/N). I just think she was trying to be in our friend group." They all laughed and started agreeing.

That hit hard. Your eyes had watered up and you put a hand over your mouth to stop the gasp that almost came out. Your own friends. They were talking bad about you. Of course they were, why wouldn't they, you have been a little strange. Hell, you could even fly now.

You turned the corner and smiled at them. "Oh, hey guys. What are you guys laughing about?" You blink your eyes a couple of times to rid the tears filling up your eyes. "Oh just something one of Cats ex's said to her" Chris said laughing a bit. "What did he say?" You you were gripping the ends of your sleeves. "Oh nothing you wouldn't get it"

"Oh. Well I'll go then" You quickly speed off to the restroom and look in the mirror.

What did I do? Am I a bad friend? What did I do wrong?

Your eyes were pouring warm streams of tears at this point. You have never felt so embarrassed about yourself in your life.

At least I know what they think of me now

You wiped your eyes with the back of the sleeve and touched up some of your makeup. You were hiccuping now that you had calmed yourself from the hurtful truth. You still didn't understand what exactly you had done so wrong for them to dislike you.

"It's their loss." You heard Bill say from behind. Some tears started to leak from your eyes, your back was facing Bill. "How do you always appear at the best times?" You bring your sleeve up to your face and wipe up your tears. You turn around keeping your head low and you slowly drag your feet over to Bill and take him in an embrace.

Bill places his hand on your head as you leaned up against the embrace. "You will show them one day, they will wish they were your friend again." He was petting the back of your head trying to calm you down as you took in deep breathes. Then there was a confidence boost in you, "Your right. One day they will be begging to be my friend and I will turn them down" You giggle thinking of yourself on a thrown with them at your feet begging to hang out with you.

"There is the spirit." Bill pulls away from the embrace with his hands on your shoulders looking into your eyes. He plants a kiss on your forehead.

You then see a faint blue glow coming from your wrist and you look at it. The tattoo of Bill was glowing blue. Then you hear Bill say, "Apart of me dear" When you looked into his eyes you saw your reflection with a blue glow in your eyes. You walked over to the bathroom mirror and saw your eyes were glowing blue. "Bill? What is happening?" you looked over to him.

"It just recognized the connection. It's alright" Bill says walking behind you."That just means stage one is done" he grabs your shoulders and looks into your eyes through the mirror. "Stage one! That means there is more bounding to happen?" You question looking up to him. He just gives a gentle nod to you.

You take in a deep breath, "Will it be worse?" You turn around and give him a worried look. Bill looks away from your direction, "Maybe, I am not sure. This has never happened to a human being"

"Right." You say. There are a couple of seconds of silence which seemed like hours. "Well, I should head back. Thanks for cheering me up Bill" You smile to him and turn around to leave but Bill grabs your hand, "Hang on toots, where is my goodbye?" You exhale through your nose and give him a smile. "Goodbye" you stand on your tippy toes and kiss his cheek, then you turn and leave.

Lunch soon rolled around, which you were not looking forward to. You walked to the lunch table, you saw all your friends talking and laughing. When you showed up nobody gave you a greeting, so you just ate your food. You were not listening in on their conversation. You didn't want to. They should mean nothing to you, so why try and listen to them. You found it funny that you were surrounded by so many people, but you were alone.

Your heart started to ache, something you have not felt in a while. Not since you've made the deal with Bill. You did not miss this feeling you wanted it to leave. You decided to interrupt the groups conversation, "Guys I'm going to leave. I have some questions to ask my teacher." You say standing up. Nobody really responded they just said their goodbyes and went back to there conversation.

You went back into your classroom where you were all alone. You sat at your desk in the back corner of the room. You traced the tattoo on your arm with your index finger. You felt as if Bill was watching you, "Why me?" you ask him. If he was even there. Which, when a couple seconds have past, you assumed he was not. You laid your head down on your desk and dozed off into a dream.