Before the Storm

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You quickly left the room and went into the Ballroom where you saw Bill. He was conversing with the group. 8-Ball, Keyhole, Paci-Fire, and even Pyronica was there. Except Teeth. You grabbed Bills hand as you approached everyone and gave the group a smile, "Where is Teeth?" You ask them all. "Oh." Bill looks towards the large glass triangle window, "He left early." You frown, "Oh that's a shame." Bill squeezes your hand which gathers your attention, "No need to frown. How about we go and dance?" He smiles at you. You actually where down to dance, just now with Bill. "I don't know. I am not to good at dancing." You say rubbing your arm trying to give off the impression that you were shy. "Then I will lead you." Before you could protest he grabs your hand and leads you to dance on the floor. Music started to play and Bills guest started to dance with each other, hand in hand.

Despite what has just happened. You enjoyed this music, the crowd, the dancing. It was a magical moment. Your spirits were lifted high, a laugh traveled up and out of your mouth. The spinning and the flowing of your dress felt incredible. This was an experience you were enlightened to have.

Bill spun you around and lifted you in the air. Your smile was gleaming as you looked down at him, you knew your eyes were sparkling with enjoyment. You could tell, looking into Bills eyes you saw yourself. "Well that is a new smile I have never seen." Bill said as you two twirled around the floor. You smiled brighter, "I guess I am just having fun." After you said that, your smile faded, and your eyes met the ground.

What if he was changing my emotions to think I was having fun.

Bill looked down at you, concern filled his features. "What is wrong?" he asked, his hand grabbed your cheek. This caused your eyes to focus into his. You brushed your cheek away from his hand. You knew if you wanted answers from him you would have to ask. "Are you changing my emotions?" You looked up into his eyes, you knew the sparkle that was once there was now gone.

Bill furrowed his eyebrows. He looked into your eyes. He was thinking. "Answer me Bill. Have you been messing with my emotions?" You knew your eyes were tearing up. You wanted your emotions to stop acting up for once. He just stood there, looking at you. Confusion played across his features. "Answer me Bill." Your voice was stern and you raised it slightly.

Bill flinched and looked away from your eyes. You took this action as a confirmation, "I can not believe it." You stepped back from him, letting go of his grasp. The people around you were dancing along. An awkward tension grew between you two. Almost as if you guys were waiting for something to happen. Bill finally spoke up, "I was doing this for your best interest. I just wanted your end of the deal to be achieved."

You let out a long sigh, "No." You meet his eyes, "No. You didn't." You tried to keep yourself calm as to not drag attention to yourself and Bill. "You wanted only what was best for you." You pointed a finger at him. "Thanks for making me think my life was great when I knew very well that it was not!" You were ready to burst on a rant now, but not wanting the attention you calmed yourself down. "You lied to me."

You turned your back on him, not wanting to face him anymore. "(Y/N)" You felt his hand grasp your left shoulder. "Leave me alone." You were agitated a hint of sadness coated your voice. You made your way up the grand steps that would lead out of the ballroom. You suddenly then heard Bill shout, "(Y/N)" You turned around looking at Bill at the bottom of the steps. He stood there hand out, the rooms attention was now gathered on your two. Just what you were trying to avoid.

So much for being undercover.

"Listen to me." His hand was reached out to you, like he was trying to hold on to you while he could. You did not say anything you just looked at him, this was your way of telling him to continue. "An old friend once told me, "Don't waste your love on somebody, who doesn't value it." and I don't want to waste our love. I love you (Y/N) and I want you in my life forever." You knew was coming up, you were ready to walk out that door. But you did not want to start an pandemonium within the guest.

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