How About a Deal? (Bill Cipher X Reader)

Dark Times

Lately you have not seen Bill as much as you wanted to. He seemed to always be busy with something, like always knowing when the military will be coming back, planning events, making sure people were scared, causing chaos, and making sure you were okay: which seemed to be the least of his concerns. You felt lonely. You could not talk to your family, you wouldn't want them to change your opinions, or even worse try to give out your plans. Your friends would not even want to hang out with you. The people in the pyramid made you feel like an outcast. You were not going to lie to yourself. You were homesick.

You curled up in your bed. A state of darkness covering you. The thoughts of how disappointing you may be to your family, friends, teachers, classmates, strangers. You can't even imagine what your family is going through, they are probably being watched severely. Your friends must not want to speak a word of your name. Your teachers probably wondering what had happened to their hard working, quiet student. Classmates must be shocked at what you were capable of doing. Strangers, ones who must have simply walked by you, maybe thought you had nice clothing, cute hair, beautiful eyes, or lovely figure. They did not even know you.

You could not stand being alone, you wanted to laugh and mess around with friends. Go to parties, get drunk, running through the woods, hang your body out of a car traveling down a road, be a nuisance to the community. You wanted to be a dumb teenager, doing dumb teenager things.

You had not realized it but your cheeks were now covered in salty tears. They traveled down your cheek to the pillow beneath your head. You sat up from your bed taking the back of your hand and wiping your cheeks from the tears. When you looks at your hand you saw blue stains.

You threw yourself off the bed and went to your bathroom. When you looked in the mirror you saw your eyes covered in blue. It looked like you put blue ink in your eyes. Your cheeks had smeared the blue 'ink' across your face. This power Bill gave you seemed to take over your body. You rolled your eyes. You were almost tires of this power. You hardly even knew how to use it.

You turned on the sink and washed your hands under the hot water. It burnt your skin a bit, but it felt so warm and comforting in a way. You washed the blue off your hands. Then you washed your cheeks.

When you exited the bathroom you stood at the door and looked at your room, white and boring. You now had a new meaning for the color white. Loneliness. You wanted to fix that loneliness. You walked over to your nightstand and grabbed your phone. You went to messages and created a group chat with two people. Hana and Kat.

"Guys can we talk?"

You sent out a simple message to them. You wanted to be vague, you threw your phone on the bed and headed to your closet. The never ending line of clothes was a bit intimidating. You could get lost in this place. You went to a section of navy blue dresses and grabbed a simple elegant dress. It was like a cocktail dress, it had a cross strap in front, and over the skirt was a shear fabric heading down to your ankles. You put your hair in a semi-formal bun, and did light neutral makeup. You put on a pair of black heels with the dress.

You went back and check your phone and opened up the group chat, there was one message.

"Why the hell would we talk to you?"

You got a bit angry at that message. You took a deep breath and responded,

"Please guys. I need a friend."

You feel like that felt a bit desperate but you did not care, you wanted someone to hang out with. You wanted to have a conversation like before.

"You have not been much of a friend to us"

You rolled your eyes at this message.

Seriously? They are one to talk.

You respond,

"You guys don't have much of a choice anymore."

Once you saw the message was read you snapped your fingers and teleported them to your room. Their faces did not seem very welcoming, "What the hell (Y/N)! You can not just teleport us whenever you want us here! We are not friends." Hana said. That hit you hard. You hated them but you really wanted your friends back. "Guys, please just listen. I'm so lonely right now. I just want to hang out. Like the old times." You say upset, you hoped that they would hear you out, even if the chance were not high. "Go hang out with your man! The one that you are working with!" Kat yelled at you. You looked away not wanting to really answer that question. "Guys-" You were about to say something but Kat interrupted you again. "Don't 'Guys' us. You are never going to hear from us again. I hope You and that damned Bill Cipher get thrown out like trash and never heard of again. I hope you burn. I hope you never hear of your lover ever again." Kat yelled out again. You were growing angry by the second. Your face must be turning red. "I hope you die lonely." Kat adds on.

That's it. You charged at her and threw her across the room. Your eyes engulfed in a blue flame. You looked over to Hana who just stood there looking at you, she ran over to kat and helped her up, "What is wrong with you? Look at how you changed (Y/N)!" Hana yelled at you.

There was a knock at the door. Everything in the room went quiet. "Miss would you like breakfast" Serv walked in with a tray of food that was much larger than her. She stopped when she spotted you and your friends across the room. "Not now Serv" You say quietly. "Yes miss" Serv says and runs out the room. You turned to your friends who were now scared out of existence. "I made a mistake bringing you guys here." You say to them saddened. "Bill is the best thing that had happened to me. I'm glad he is doing all of this, people like you should be suffering." You say in a dark manner. Their facial expressions were terrified. "I hope you guys face the loneliness that I have faced my entire life. Surrounded by people, yet so lonely." you snapped your fingers and they were gone.