You Could Be Mine

When It Rains It Pours

Slash came out with his pants on and he caught me before I hit the floor. "Phone." Was all I could get out. He held me and picked up the phone off the ground "hello?" He said and he nodded and repeated "yes" and "okay" then hung up the phone. "Come on lets get dressed and we should head to the hospital." He said walking me to the bedroom for me to get dressed.

I sat on the bed not wanting to move, he was dressed before me. "Hey, please get dressed. The faster we get there the better, okay?" He knelt before me holding my face in his hands. He gave me a kiss then helped me up and dressed. We headed out the door and he drove my car because I didn't feel it was best for me to be driving.

At the hospital....

We arrived within a twelve minutes or so and I rushed in with Slash on my tail. "Can you tell me where my parents are!?" I said with an anxious voice I could barely even speak. "Sure what's the last name hon?" The nice receptionist asked behind her desk. I gave the name and then she gave me directions to where we needed to go. I basically ran up to where my parents were, my heart was pounding so fast I couldn't hear anything but that.

I got up to the area where they were and the nurses wouldn't let me back there. "Listen lady my parents are back there now get the hell out of my way." I tried to remain calm, but I felt it slipping to bitchy. "The doctors are back there they will come get you when it's time for people to see them." The nurse said in a calm voice. I was so mad and upset "can you at least tell me what happened and what's wrong with them?!" I pleaded her holding back tears of frustration.

The nurse nodded "Come with me and we will talk about it in private." She said and I looked at Slash "go call the band. Please. Tell Axl." I said and he kissed my forehead before he watched me walk away with the nurse. The nurse walked me to a private hallway and found chairs to sit in. "They were in a very bad accident with a drunk driver. They were barely responsive when they got here to the hospital. The doctors are fighting to keep them alive, but their hearts aren't very strong, we don't know if they will make it. ." The nurse said and I didn't listen to anything else.

My brain shut off, all I heard was a ringing sound and I felt my heart racing. The nurse grabbed my hand then got up waiting for me to follow her to the waiting room. "Can I have a minute please." I said still sitting there taking everything in. She nodded "I'll send your friend back here in a few minutes to get you." She had a small smile and headed back to the front waiting room. Once I knew I was alone I started to cry. Tears just came flowing out I couldn't help it. I felt anger and sadness and many other things.

I finally stopped crying and I felt like my face was red hot, along with a little puffy around my eyes. It had been a few minutes and I heard someone turn the corner, it was Axl. He rushed over to me and I got out of the chair. He embraced me with a hug, holding me which seemed like a very short time, even though several minutes passed. He finally let go and he placed his hands on my face, we didn't have to speak because we knew what we were thinking.

He grabbed my hand and walked me back to the waiting room. Once we got there I saw the others sitting in chairs waiting, Slash however was pacing until he saw me. They all hugged me and let me sit in between them all. I was so scared I felt like I was shaking, I felt dead inside. We waited so long I dazed off to sleep in the chair with my head on slash's shoulder. I was woken up by a nudge, I opened my eyes and heard "the doctor wants to talk with you." I looked and saw Axl bent over me.

I got up and walked over to the doctor to see what was going to happen to my parents. "I'm sorry, but we couldn't save them. We did everything we could. You could go in and say your goodbyes they are in room 217 down that hallway. I'm sorry for your loss." The doctor said before walking away. I stood there feeling my knees go numb and I almost collapsed. The boys saw and they ran up behind me catching me before I got too far.

I started crying, I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. I turned into someone's arms and I had no clue who it was, but I didn't care I just needed someone to keep me standing. After I calmed down I walked to my parents room to say goodbye. I walked into the doorway and saw them laying there lifeless and grey. I tried to be strong as best I could, because I knew my parents would want me to. I walked over to them and said my goodbyes one by one.

Twenty minutes later....

I left the room and they were taken to the morgue. I didn't want to walk back to the guys so I went my own way to get some alone time. I went down a back hallway, turning the corner I stopped myself and saw Slash talking with someone. It was a girl I've never seen before, I hid behind the wall trying to listen, but it was useless. I waited until she left, but then I saw them kiss. It wasn't just a quick peck, it was a long kiss. I felt my heart shatter and I turned back around the corner placing my back on the wall. I then punched the wall causing my hand to start bleeding.

I ran down the hallway, I wanted to leave this hospital leave this place. Hell I even wanted to leave this earth, I lost my parents and the one I love is cheating on me. I ran right past the band and they stood up yelling out to me, Axl took off after me. I got out to the parking lot and went to open my door, but Axl stopped me. "What the fuck is going on!?" He demanded his arms enclosing me. "Will, leave me alone. I have to leave." I said trying to open the car door, but he stopped me.

"Why are you leaving. Come on talk to me." He said looking at me in a way that made me want to say something. "Why don't you ask Slash and his little slut?" I couldn't stop it from coming out, it just happened. "What? What are you talking about, and what did you do to your hand?!" He asked trying to get me to look at him. "I saw him kissing another girl. I'm done here. If he doesn't even love me what is the fucking point." I said fuming, I heard thunder and a few seconds later it started to rain.

"Now let me go Axl." I said in a monotoned voice that scared even me. He backed away and I got in the car, he looked at me unsure if he did the right thing. I then sped off out of the parking lot. I wasn't in a mental state to drive, but I needed to leave. I got home super fast and I went into the bathroom. I screamed as loud as I could, my hand was still bleeding from me punching the wall. I took that same hand and punched the mirror, it shattered and I screamed from the pain.

I then picked up the pills on the counter seeing which one would help me leave this earth and not have to deal with not having my parents or the person I love who cheats. I grabbed the worst one and dumped them all in my hand. I stopped myself considering if this is the best option. After minutes of deciding I finally lifted my hand to my mouth. This was it, this was goodbye. Forever. Or was it?