You Could Be Mine

Fuck This

Slash jumped up grabbed the remote turning the tv off then throwing the remote across the room. "Those fucking bastards." He yelled out. I sat on the end of the bed watching Slash's reaction and then finally decided to speak "well they don't have real proof and what does it matter if people think it's small?" I asked him and he stopped and looked at me his mouth hanging open. "I have a reputation to withhold." He responded to me with a strong attitude in his voice. I got up and walked to him.

"it's not small. You know that I know that, your past girlfriends know that." I said to him placing my hand on his face but he pulled away "Now the entire fan base thinks it's this big!" He said holding up his hand to show the size. I rolled my eyes at him crossing my arms "I honestly think you're being over dramatic right now. This isn't a big deal. The rest of the band has bad rumors this is another one of yours." I said to him and he pulled out a cigarette and started to smoke it. I backed away "I'll be back. I need some air." I said getting clothes on and then my shoes heading out the door.

I stood in the hallway leaning against the door letting out a sigh. I then headed down the hallway going to the elevator, I was looking at my feet trying to think, but I ran into someone. I looked up to apologize and it was Axl. "Sorry." I said looking up at him trying to hide my upset feelings, but he saw through that. I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm and looked at me "What's wrong?" He asked me like the old friend he use to be. I didn't look at him "why do you care? You're not my friend anymore." I yanked my arm from his grasp and got on the elevator not looking at him

I got on the elevator and was so frustrated at Slash and then at Axl being a "fake" friend. I got down to the lobby and before I could step off I was blinded by the flashing lights of camera. "Fuck!" I said trying to hit the door close button but it wasn't working. I finally hit a random floor number and it closed. I started rubbing my eyes trying to see what floor number I hit, but it was all spotted with lights. I hit the floor Izzy and Duff were on so I went with it. When the doors opened I could finally see and I went walking down the hallway to Duff's room.

I knocked a few times and waited for the door to open. Within a few minutes it flew open "hey Pam, what's up?" He smiled and asked. "I needed some air. Slash is kind of throwing a tantrum sort a speak." I said kind of laughing. He nodded and opened the door more for me to come in. "So you guys saw the interview thing on tv?" He asked closing the door turning to me. I had walked to his bed and sat on the end laying down. "I got a note under the door saying to turn it on and so I did. Let's just say Slash freaked out." I said and he sat next to me laying down. "Well at least they don't have evidence. This should die down soon. Just like our rumor of being together." He said laughing and I joined in.

"Yea thank god that is over, but if I wasn't with Slash I would be with you." I said jokingly and we both laughed. "When do we have to get on the bus to go to the next concert?" I turned my head to look at him. "In about two hours or so, wanna go get Izzy and Matt to go grab some food?" He asked turning his head to look at me. I thought it over and realized I was hungry so I nodded "sure I could eat." I said and we sat up and headed out to get the others.

An hour later....

I got back to the room to find Slash passed out in the bed. I started to get our things packed and ready so we can get things on the bus before we have to get going. I almost finished packing, but I needed to shower before I finished packing. I grabbed my clothes and headed towards the bathroom, I got done with my shower got dressed and went to finish my packing. I felt eyes watching me and I turned to see Slash finally woke up I gave him a half smile before turning to finish up. "I'm sorry." He said softly and I zipped up my suitcase not looking at him.

"You are right. It shouldn't matter what they think because it is untrue and a childish rumor. I am sorry I overreacted." He said moving to sit in the side of the bed. I turned to see his messing with his hair. He walked over to a chair pulling on his shirt, he already had his torn up jeans on which looked amazing on him. "Please say something." He said making his way to me. He stopped close to me grabbing my hands in his, he looked down at me. "It is not your fault. It is a thing that can make people upset, but it will be over in time." I said to him looking away from him.

He let go of one of my hands lifting my face to look at him. "The only person that I care about in knowing the truth is you." He said with a smirk on his face. I felt my face flush, he noticed and chuckled a little before pressing a kiss to my forehead. He embraced me in a hug holding me for a while before letting me go then kissing me. "We should get the bags down to the bus so then we don't have to worry about it." He said squeezing my hand. I smiled and nodded grabbing my bags.

Later on the bus....

Axl and I were still not on good terms and the entire bus ride was torture. He wouldn't even look at me, let alone talk to the other guys. We had to figure something out between us I knew that, but he seemed to have pushed our relationship away since we had sex. I was starting think that he was only my friend because he wanted to have sex with me, but I knew that was a harsh thing to even consider. "What's wrong Pam?" Matt asked me noticing me spacing out in my own world. I was snapped back to reality and everyone was looking at me, even Axl finally.

"What?" I said allowed not sure of what was said. Matt laughed a little "you seem a bit off. What's wrong?" He asked again and this time I heard him. "Nothing I'm just tired and am day dreaming." I replied trying to hide what I was actually doing. They seemed to believe me, but the way Axl was looking at me I knew he didn't. In his eyes I could see he was concerned and asked what was going on, but I ignored it completely. I excused myself and sat in the back of the bus the rest of the ride.

Next city, At the next concert....

It was about twenty minutes until the show started and we were all backstage waiting. I noticed these two girls going on and off the stage, but I had no clue who they were. I tried to think that they were involved, but something felt odd about them. I went back to the bus to grab something, and I ran into Axl again. "Man I'm sorry again." I said trying to go around him, but he moved in front of me. "What was going on earlier on the bus?" He asked me and I could hear the concern in his voice. "Nothing I was just thinking." I replied to him trying to go around him again.

He stopped me again "I know you. That wasn't nothing." He said and I started to get aggravated with him "can't you move out of my way." I said to him and he shook his head "No. Not until you tell me." I looked at him and let out a loud groan. "Fine. I want to know what's going on here between us. Are we friends or are we now just people we simply know?!" I said a little louder. He was silent for a moment then took a deep breath "You will always be my friend, I will always be there for you, but ever since that mistake and what happened with Slash and myself. I don't think we could be friends." He said.

I couldn't believe what he just said I looked at him in shock. "Slash doesn't chose who I can be friends with. I do." I replied to him and he slightly smiled "then I guess we are friends." I smiled back at him after he said that. "I hope that's true." I said and he responded "me too." He gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek before heading off the bus. I grabbed my jacket and started towards the stage.

I saw one of the girls I saw earlier talking to Slash. I was walking up behind her stopping dead in my tracks when I heard "Well tonight after the concert you should come in my room. We will have a great time." That came out of her mouth and I was baffled, but that wasn't the way I reacted out loud.