You Could Be Mine

Loaded

Few months after the wedding...

The band was going back on tour in 9 days, and I would then be alone at the home besides having Max here to watch over things. "I should start packing right?" Slash called from the closet as I sat on our bed. "Probably. You're leaving soon." I replied to him. I felt sad knowing he was leaving me, he was going to be around sluts throwing themselves at him and I wasn't going to be there to fight them off. No one knew we got married we kept it a secret so the press wasn't going crazy. They do think he has a girlfriend, but nothing more.

He walked out of the closet then jumped on the bed next to me. "I wish you would come with me." He said rubbing his hand on my back. "I think I should stay here. It would be better." I replied to him spacing out. He sat up and moved next to me placing his hand on my thigh. "I know, it will just be boring without you next to me." He said moving his arm around my waist setting his chin on my shoulder. "It is going to be tough not having you here with me. I'll have this big house to myself. Maybe I'll have a party." I said jokingly and he laughed. "Why don't we have a party all to ourselves before I leave." He whispered in my ear.

I smiled at him with my face flushing a little. "What type of party?" I said playin coy. "Oh you know." He said kissing me. I laid back still kissing him while his hands went under my shirt and my hands were in his hair. Soon we were having crazy amazing sex and it was the best anyone ever had in the world. After a few hours of doing that we finally decided to start packing him up. The entire time he kept looking at me and when I would walk by him he would wrap his arms around me sending kisses down my neck.

Day he left....

I felt sick all morning and I couldn't figure out why. I walked with him to the front door and helped him with his bags, but the roadies took it over. "I will call you everyday don't have too much fun without me." He said to me before giving me a kiss, "I will miss you so much." I said to him holding back my true feelings. "I will miss you more." He said kissing me again this time longer. "I love you." I said to him and smiled at him. "I love you." He said back kissing me one more time before leaving for the tour bus.

It has been a few hours since Slash left and I told Max to go home. I was all alone so I decided to call Amanda "hello?" She said into the phone. "Hi, I was just calling to see what you're doing." I said sitting at the dining room table. "Working. How about you?" She asked me. "I have a question for you since you know about these things." I started to say and she had a change in tone "what's wrong?" She asked me. "What are the signs of pregnancy?" I asked and the phone went silent then she took a breath "some people get morning sickness." She said to me in a calm tone and I knew that I was possibly pregnant.

"Shit." I said into the phone and she could tell that it was a possibility. "Go buy a pregnancy test. Then take it and call me back." She said into the phone feeling anxious and nervous for me. I told her I would call her back then hung up the phone grabbing my keys and my purse. I walked into the garage to get in the car and I noticed that paparazzi were down by the gate. "Shit!" I said out loud. I closed the garage door and ran back inside grabbing the phone. "Hey Max, can you come pick me up I have to go to the store, but the paparazzi are outside the gate." I said into the phone.

"I'll be there in ten minutes." He said into the phone. I was so relieved to have him as my security guard he was the most protective person even more than Slash. Within ten minutes I saw the gate open and Max's car come driving through. He came close to the door so I can go out and not get caught. I jumped in the back seat and ducked so they couldn't see me even with the tinted windows. We got past the mob of people and headed to the store. "So what is it you need at the store?" Max asked me from the drivers seat.

"You cannot day a word to ANYONE. You understand!?" I demanded from him and he nodded "I don't tell Slash anything unless you tell me to. What's going on?" He asked me and I took a deep breath. "I need to get a test. A pregnancy test. I've been feeling morning sickness since I woke up and I want to see if it's that." I said to him. He stopped at the stop sign and turned to face me. He had this smile on his face "that's such a big thing. I won't tell him if it's true I'll leave that to you." He said to me I smiled at him grabbing his hand before he continued to drive to the store.

We got to the store and I ran in to find the best test possible. I bought two just to make sure I know the real answer. I went through the cashier and then went back to the car. "Max can you just drop me off and go get some dinner. You can pick and we can eat together." I said to him and he nodded "that sounds good." He replied. Within a few minutes we got home and the paparazzi were gone thank god. Max pulled me up to the door then left to go get some food for us. I headed inside locking the front door and heading up to our bedroom.

I opened the boxes and read the directions. It was time to see what was going on. I took the tests and let them sit for the amount of time, I called Amanda to have her with me when I read the results. Just then Max came back I called him upstairs too. It was almost time I felt butterflies inside and I couldn't wait to tell Slash if they were positive. It was time to see the tests, I had Max read it to me. He looked down at them then at me. "They are..." He took a long pause making me even more anxious. "Both, positive." He said with a smile.

"Oh my god!" I said out loud "what!?" Amanda said on the phone and I started to cry "Amanda they are positive!" I said into the phone and she got so happy she started to scream and cheer. I talked with her a little while longer then let her go, and I gave Max a hug. "I am so happy for you and Slash. You'll be great parents." He said to me I smiled at him. Then I thought I should call Slash and tell him. "Can you go get the food situated I'm going to call Slash and tell him." I asked him and he nodded leaving me alone in the bathroom. I looked down at the two tests they were both positive I couldn't believe my eyes.

I dialed the number for the tour bus and it rang a few times until Duff answered "Hello!?" I couldn't stop smiling and crying. "Duff!? Where's Slash?" I said into the phone, he could tell something was wrong "What's wrong? Are you okay?" He asked in a nervous voice. "Nothing is wrong I just have to talk to Slash." I said to him again and he hesitated a little while until he said "he's right here." I could hear him talking to Slash before he came on the phone. "Pam what's going on?" He said into the phone scared. "I have something to tell you, I wish I could tell you in person, but I can't." I said into the phone.

I felt tears welling up in my eyes and I was so happy. "Pam just tell me what's going on? Why are you crying?" He said into the phone again. I took a breath. "Saul, I'm pregnant." I said, I usually never say his name, but when I say it he will know I'm serious. It was silent on the other line and I felt like he was excited and shocked. I stood in the bathroom waiting for a response from him. I then heard screaming on the other side of the line he was cheering and telling everyone. Slash and I were having a baby, and it wasn't just a dream.