Demi Lovato Imagines Book Two (girlxgirl)

She finds a suicide note that you wrote before you began dating

A/N: Major trigger warning ⚠️ mentions of suicide. Please read with caution, and if any of you ever need someone to talk to my messages are always open.
                       
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She wasn't sure what the crumbled up piece of paper in your dresser drawer was, but never did she ever think it could've been what it was. She read the note, her eyes becoming glossy as she did so. She couldn't believe it. Her heart felt like it had shattered in her chest, her breath hitching in her throat as she ran downstairs to the living room where you currently were watching tv and flipping through a magazine. She reached the last step and just stared at you for a few seconds before walking over to you, taking the magazine from you and putting it down on the table in front of you. "Demi? Hey I was reading tha-" "princess we need to talk. It's important okay? Really important and I need you to be honest with me, alright?" You nodded your head, smiling when Demi took your hand in hers and placed a couple soft kisses on it. "Okay so I was going through the laundry and I went to put your clothes in your dresser. One of the drawers didn't have clothes in it, just a note... y/n what is this? I-Is it a s-suicide note?" You paused, taking a deep breath before letting it go, feeling the tears fall down your cheeks followed by the feeling of Demi's thumb, quickly wiping away your tears.

"It was before I met you. Things were just really hard, Demi. I wasn't sure what to do anymore and yes, I wrote..a note, but then I met you and everything changed. You gave me hope and strength. You helped me realize how worthy I was of living a good life and you love me for who I am. You brought out a side of me that I hid away because people judged me for it, but not you. You love me for everything I am and everything I'm not. You make me stronger and I'm so happy you're mine. Please don't be mad-" "mad? Y/N I'm not mad, I'm just worried about you. I'm so happy you're here with me. God I'm so happy you didn't go through with it. I couldn't imagine my life without you. I love you so so much." She pulled you into her arms, her hands rubbing your back as she kissed all around your face making you giggle. "I love you too. Thank you for listening to me." "Always baby girl, always." She kissed your lips before ripping up the piece of paper and throwing it into the trash can before laying down on the couch and pulling you on top of her, the both of you enjoying each other's company as you laughed and cuddled together while 'the office' played on tv. This was where you were meant to be and you were so thankful for Demi.