Perrie's Dilemma

Chapter 11

I could see Jesy's body tense as I said her name and her face turn angry.

"that bitch" she spat

"have I missed something" Leigh-Anne asked looking hurt and confused.

I felt guilty that I havent told Leigh-Anne about her yet shes my girlfriend and I havent told her. I didnt reply to her as I need to concentrate on driving. I could see that my hands were red because of how tight I was gripping the wheel but I didnt care I just wanted to get home. It only took us 10minutes and we were back at mine, I got out the car and went straight inside. I was about to make my way to the kitchen when Leigh-Anne grabbed my arm and turned me over.

"Perrie what the hell is going on" she sounded quite pissed I just looked down at my feet.

"erm i'll leave you to it, I'll go upstairs" Jesy said

"okay its the first door on your left" with that Jesy left and I was left to face Leigh-Anne.

"well" she was getting impatient now.

"sit down"

We both sat down, and I told her about what happened with Katherine and what she but me through and the emails and texts I would get. It felt like a weight had been lifted of my shoulders I should have told her sooner. She sat there for a few seconds before she said anything.

"why didnt you tell me this before" she looked quite hurt making me feel even more guilty.

"I was scared"

"about"

"that you would leave me etc like she did"

"but you told Jesy"

"yeah it was easier because I dont like Jesy the way I like you"

"well you have nothing to be scared about, I'm not going anywhere" she said hugging me.

"Leigh"

"yeah babe"

I don't no why I said it but it just felt right.

"I love you"

Silence.

I felt my heart beat faster. I'm such an idoit!!!

"Leigh I'm sorry I shou.."I was cut off by her lips locking with mine.

"I love you to" I couldn't held but smile.

"babe can I ask you something"

"yeah"

"Well I thought you came to uni straight from here but what Naill said made me think when he said you just disappeared" I could feel a lump form in my throat.

"and then what Katherine said that you were gone for months what are they on about"

I couldnt speak. I should tell her Ive just told her I love her I cant keep secrets from her even Jesy knows the gist of it but not the while truth. I cant have any relationship friendship or otherwise with lies I trust them. Its time!

"I dont wanna repeat myself can you go get Jesy but first promise me one think, dont judge me by my pass and dont be upset please"

"I promise"

With that she went to ge Jesy and I went to get a drink of water I could feel my mouth going dry. I could feel myself shaking I havent told anyone about this the only people know are my mum and brother. I went back and sat on the sofa and Jesy and Leigh-Anne come down the stairs. I took another deep breath as they joined me.