Perrie's Dilemma

Chapter 22

I just sat there staring my body tensing I wasnt even sure if i was breathing. All these thoughts were running through my head, what is she doing here, is she here to ruin me again, why out of all the Universities she could choose she picked the same on as me.

"babe whats up" Jade asked grabbing my hand, I didnt response I just kept staring at her.

"babe" She said again and I could feel all there eyes on me.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING HERE" I heard Leigh-Anne shout snapping me out of my trance seeing her standing up.

"Leigh stop" I managed to say.

"but what the fuck is she doing here Perrie"

"I don-don't know"

"what are you on ab..Oh fuck" Jesy said

"who we looking at"Zayn asked

"Katherine" I said through gitted teeth.

"what the fuck" he snapped. We all just stared at her.

"am I missing something" Jade asked

Shit I forgot I havent told her any of it she doesnt even know who Katherine is.

"I tell you later" I said as I felt myself stand and walk.

"Pez where you going"I heard Leigh-Anne shout.

"I'll be back in a minute"

Next thing I know i'm hobbling to where Katherine is. I dont know what I'm thinking all I know is that I need to sort this out once and for all and find out why she is here. She was with a few people but I didnt care the adrenaline was taking over me, I've never comfronted her before because I have always been slighly scared of her but its going to stop.

"katherine" I said. She turned around her mouth dropping at the sight of me.

"P-Perrie" I wasnt in the mood for small take or beating around the bush.

"what are you doing here" I snapped.

"erm can you give us a minute" she said to the people she was with.

"lets go over here" she said taking me down the side of the dance building.

"well.." I said I was getting impatient now and I could feel the angry and hurt rising in the pit of my stomach.

"I go here now, I enrolled last week" I didnt say anything I just looked at her untill she carried on.

"I'm doing an art major and this was the best Univerisity for it" makes sense shes always been good at art.

"really out of ALL the Universities in the WHOLE country you pick the same one that I'm at"

"I didnt realise you were here and when I found out I tried to tell you when you were back home a while ago but you wouldnt listen to me"

"why should I" I snapped.

"because we used to be best friends Perrie I thought our friendship meant something to you"

Is she actaully serious right now.

"dont you dare turn this around on me! our friendship meant more to me then you'll ever know until you ruined my life" I could see the tears forming in her eyes but I didnt care ive been holding this is for so long.

"You wanna know where I was for months when I disappeared? Ill tell you shall I, I was in Rehab coz I turned into a alcoholic because you made my life a living hell all because I said I loved you and tried to kiss you...when I was drunk! You made me feel so worthless and awful about myself, you made me not want to live, why? do enlighten me as to why, when we were I quote "best friends" you don't do that to you best friend" I started to feel a sense of releif that I finally managed to speak up and tell her. I could see the tears rolling down her cheek.

"so if your here to make my life a living hell again then please go right ahead because I got a girlfriend who likes me for who I am Ive got 3 best friends who are always by my side and wont ever do what you did so give it your best shot but let me tell you this time I'll be the one having the last laugh"

She was about to say something but I turned around to walk away because my emotions are all over the place and I dont want to here what she had to say. As I turned around I say Jade standing there looking confused and shocked at the same time. I felt a lump form in my throat as I stood frozen for a split second until I felt my feet move. I hobbled passed Jade as fast as I could with the crutches and managed to grab her hand and pull her with me. I took us to the bench nearest to where we were all sat and I could see them all looking at me wanting to know what happened. I sat down next to Jade and grabbed her hand.

"how much did you hear"

"all of it, when I saw you walk to the passage I followed you because I was worried"

"oh"

I took a deep breath looking around making sure no one was around or in hear shot and told her everything. What Katherine did, about Rehab everything it was like word vomit once again. The whole time I had my eyes fixed on mine and Jades hand, I couldnt face looking at her. A part of me was scared she would react like Leigh-Anne did and I couldnt face it. Even though this is properly the first time Ive spoken about this and havent cried it still hurts as though it just happened. I finished and forced myself to look at Jade her expression was unreadable it wasnt mad or disappointed or upset it was blank. She then suddenly pulled me into a hug and I hugged her back and we just sat there for few minutes not saying anything.

"I love you Perrie" I couldnt help but smile she loves me.

"I-I love you too" I said sitting up and kissing her.

In that moment I knew that things will be different even with Katherine here nothing will break me like that again along as I had these four awesome people I know I'll be fine. After we kissed me went back and joined Leigh-Anne Zayn and Jesy. I told them what happened and they were all so proud of me that I finally stood up to her especailly Leigh-Anne, They all thought she was awesome for what she did when we first bumped into Katherine back home, I had to agree. I dont like voilence but the fact that Leigh-Anne put herself in harms way because of me makes me know that we'll be friends for a long time.

A week went by and we were all still ona high at how well our performaces went he even asked us to perform them at gradution which was such a high honor for us we couldnt believe it. Me and Jade are stronger then ever it feels so good to have told her everything and she didnt run or anything. She said to me the on the night that we'll only talk about it if and when I want to that she would bring it up or anything which made me happy because I dont like talking about it but to know that she is there when I do it makes things so much easier. I do see Katherine around campus some times but I just ignore her and try not let the fact shes here bother me.

Today I have to go back to the hospital to have an x-ray on my ribs and leg to see how they are healing. My ribs are still a bit tender but dont really bother me anymore. Jade came with me which made it a lot easier Im not very good at hospitals.

"Miss Edwards we ready for you" The nurse said.

I got up and followed her into the x-ray room. She took my cast off my leg and it felt so strange. She then took the x-ray and then took an x-ray of my ribs then helped me into the wheelchair and wheeled me back out to Jade. We went to get something to see while we waited for the verdicted.

About an hour later we got called back. They said my ribs are healing really well and so is my leg, I had to have another cast on my leg though which I wasnt to thrilled about but hopefully in few weeks it will be off. They said if I was comfortable walking without the crutches I could which made me a bit happier. Once we were done in the hospital we went for lunch at Nandos, I tried walking without the crutches it felt weird at first but I was okay, this was the first time I could hold Jades hand walking in public since we got together and It felt so good to show everyone that she is mine.

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Well yeah so there you go bit of a shit one :/ my bad ha enjoy