I couldnt believe what I was seeing it is so beautiful. The path that lead to the beach had candles going down the it on each side lighting up the path. I walked down the path and saw Jade standind there waiting for me, I couldnt help but smile. I walked over to her and saw she has set up a mini picnic with a little fire going, it was like our first date when I came out of hospital, minus the fire.
"Wow" was all I could say when I got to her. She just smiled.
"here sit down" she gestured to the blanket.
"this is amazing"
"glad you like it, so is this how you imagained your dream date"
"even better" I smiled leaning in and kissing her.
"good coz I have a little confession"
"yeah?"
"I kinda forgot today was our anniversary" I could see she feels really guilty but I dont care if she forgot shes had a lot on this past few weeks.
"its okay, what you have done here deffinalty makes up for it"
"I am sorry"
"shut up, here" I said handing her the other present, its tickets to see England play.
"OH MY GOD PERRIE" she screamed.
"you like"
"I love it thank you so much" she said practially jumping on me pushing me to the floor and kissing me.
"your...welcome" I said between kisses.
"lets eat" Jade said getting off me.
We sat and ate for a while just enjoying being together. This is so perfect beyond words, Jade is perfect beyond words. A hour or so later we finished eating and it was dark by now but I found it quite warm for an evening. I lay down and look up at the sky and feel Jade laying next to me and I put my arm around her pulling her close. It all seem so surreal.
"fancy skinny dipping" Jade suddenly blurred out.
"NO" I said shocked
"why not it will be fun, come on live a little" she said sitting up and looking right at me pulling the cute innocent face that I literally cant say no to and she knows that.
"urgh fine" I sighed.
"race ya" she said standing up and ripping her close off running to the sea.
"hey no far" I shouted and I jumped up and ripped my close off and ran after her.
I've never done anything like this before but being around Jade just brings out a different side to me she makes me feel more confident in myself and I know that she loves me for who I am. I ran after her and screamed when I hit the water it was freezing.
"fuck Jade genius Idea" I said and I made my way to her.
"I know right" she beamed.
I got to her and wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her into me as she put her arms around my shoulders. I leaned in and connected our lips igniting the fireworks, no matter how many times we've kissed it always feels like the first time and I'll never get sick of it. I could feel Jade tracing my bottom lip with her tongue asking for entrance I let her in. This kiss seemed different but in a good way there was so much more passion in it, if that was possible. After a few minutes we pulled apart for air.
"I'm in love with you Perrie Edwards" Jade said looking right into my eyes. Did I just hear right,
"what"
"I'm in love with you" I was speechless.
"sorry" Jade said as she swam out the water before I had chance to response. I finally snapped out of it and went after her.
"JADE WAIT" I shouted after her.
"Leave it Perrie forget I said anything" I could hear in her voice how hurt she was. She started to get changed
"no" I said grabbing her hand.
"Im in love with you to, I have been since I first laid eyes on you"
"really"
"yes" I leaned in a kissed her trying to put all my love I have for her in it. After a few minutes we pulled away.
"here you shivering" Jade said as she bend down and handed me a towel. I dryed myself off anf put my clothes back on. I sat in front of the fire and Jade came and sat next to me putting another blanket around us. I rested my head on her shoulder and just looked out at the see.
"I am so in love with you Jade, as soon as I laid eyes on you I knew you were the one. Its funny because I've never believed in love at first sight its so cliche, but as soon as I saw you I fell for you, Ive never seen someone so beautiful and captivating. It was so hard for me to be around you because of how I felt and I didnt think you felt the same and it was killing me but I was with Leigh-Anne and then when you kissed me it made me so confused but made me love you even more. Then when I found out you liked me as well it felt like it was a dream, i felt and still feel like the luckiest girl in the world everyday knowing your mine. You make me feel like i've never felt before you make everything feel right and I feel that if I have you I can do anything and get through anything as long as your with me, I know we've only been together for a month but its been the best month of my life and I want to be with you forever, you complete me Jade" I looked up at Jade and saw her staring at me tears rolling down her eyes.
"Perrie that is the mose sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you as well, there was just something about you made me go weak at the knees just looking at you. When I found out you felt the same I wanted to scream and jump for joy and after everything that happened a piece of me died and I never thought I would get it back because I thought if Sam cant fix me no one can but then you came along and you fixed me you made me whole again and I could never thank you enough, I want to spent the rest of my life with you Perrie"
I could feel the tears rolling down my face, I kissed her passionalty. I truly have found my sole mate, I dont care what people say yeah we've only been together for a month but like everyone says when you find the one you know straight away.
We layed down and cuddled into each other just looking at the stars. I couldnt stop thinking at how perfect my life is right now, moving here was the best choice I have ever made. I started thinking about everything Katherine school rehab everything I know most people would wish they could go back and change it but I wouldnt I would do it all over again. Yeah it was hell but it made me stronger and If that didnt happen I wouldnt have come here and I wouldnt have met Jade so in all sense it work out for the best. I never want to change what happened because everything happens for a reason and I believe the reason was so I would meet Jade and it made me who I am today and I'm proud of how far I've come.
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Perrie's Dilemma
FanfictionPerrie moves to London to start fresh at a new university to follow her dream and leave her past life behind. But will starting fresh be how she imagined will her past come back to haunt her and when she's torn between two people who will she choos...