Hollywood Undead One Shots

Gone (JD x DM)

Sad, depression, blood, suicide warning

JDog x Danny

Reviewed and Undergoing Editing

Danny's pov

You will never compare to Deuce! He is so much better then you! Your voice is shit! Nobody likes you! Go die, the world would be better off! You should've died long ago! Why are you still here? You'll never be loved! It's your fault your daughter is dead! Scarlett is lucky she isn't here to see her fucked up father! Even JDog once said he missed Aron!

All day everyday. That's all I see. Letters in the mail. Hate, but they were right, I should've died long ago. I should've died when my daughter died. Nobody likes me and I don't know why I so desperately wanted to believe that people did care. I miss my baby girl so much. Her laugh, her smile.
I sigh as I bring the blade away my wrists. Blood pours out of both wrists but it ain't enough to kill me. I already tried drinking myself to death but of course the band stopped me. I don't know why they even bother with me. There is only one way I could of that they wouldn't be able to stop me. Tears run down my face as I cry.
"Stupid, fucking stupid fuck up!" I scream at myself. I gotta do it. The world would be better off. I'd also get to see my daughter and wife again.
I get off my bed and walk in to my bathroom. I jump as my phone goes off. It's Jorel, why him of all people?
"Hello?" I say looking in my mirror.
"Danny where are you? We were supposed to meet at the bus an hour ago."
"I'm not going, in fact I'm not going on the tour. I'm going to a building, have fun on the tour." I say and hang up. They'll be at my house soon. I gotta leave now. I walk out of my door and jog away from my house taking alleyways to avoid running in to the guys. My phone goes off again and I answer.
"Danny where the hell are you going? Your house is a mess and trashed. Please Danny, we are all worried." Jorel says and I snort.
"Don't be worried about someone like me. I'm not worth in. In fact just go look on my bed at all the letters." I say and hang up again. I look around and find a really tall building.
"That'll do." I say and start towards it. It will take me a couple of minutes to get there and then a couple more to get to the roof. My phone rings again but this time I just ignore it.

Jorel's pov

"How could I not have noticed!?" I whisper-yell to myself. We are driving around looking for Danny but so far no sigh of him.
"He said he was going to a building but that's all he said. It could be anyone of these!" I say madly.
"He would want to make sure it killed him right?" Jordan asks and I nod.
"So he would go to the highest one he could see correct?" Jordan says and again I nod.
"Then it'd be that one." Jordan says pointing to a really tall building. My heartbeat quickens as we make our way there. I tried calling him again but he didn't answer.
"Try calling him again." George instructs as we get out of the car and run in to the building.
"Danny talk to us please." I beg once he answers.
"Don't worry about me Jorel. Nobody else does so why should you?" He says and I point to an elevator.
"Danny did you take an elevator?"
"I didn't even know there was one." He says and I sigh.
"This building has 25 stories and I'm already on 18. Jorel just give up I'm not worth it." He says and then hangs up as the elevator starts to ascend.
"He was on story 18 when he hung up. We aren't going to make it." I say sadly.

Danny's pov

I sigh as I look out at the city. The city looks so pretty at sunset. I close my eyes as I take another step towards the edge.
Jump you idiot before they get here.
I think to myself. One step closer and my toes are off the edge. I sit down and sigh.
"My legs are dangling off the edge, bottom of the bottle is my only friend, think I'll slit my wrist again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone." I mutter to myself as I look out at the city. Why was it so hard to jump? I sigh and feel tears run down my face.
It's now or never.
I think to myself as I stand back up. I wipe away my tears.
It'll all be over soon. All of this pain gone. It will be finally be peaceful again.
I think to myself.
"Danny no!" A voice calls out and I turn around. My eyes land on the guys who are still at the doorway.
"Stay back." I whisper and turn back around. One foot dangles out off the edge.
"Danny please!" Jorel yells and I place my foot back on the edge. But I still don't look at them.
"Danny we read the letters, why wouldn't you tell us? Talk to us please!" Jorel says and I finally turn around. He is crying reaching his hand out towards me.
"If only it were that easy." I say and turn around stepping even closer to the edge.
It will be over soon. They'll move on.
I think to myself.
"Daniel please!"
Jorel yells as it struck a nerve. Nobody has ever called me by my real name since my daughter passed away. Scarlett was so little and precious. She didn't deserve to die. That son of a bitch deserved whatever happened to him.
"Don't call me Daniel!" I snap as tears pool in my eyes remembering that night. The night that my whole world turned upside down.
"Scarlett wouldn't want you to do this! Either would Theresa!" Jorel calls out and I glare at him.
"Shut up!" I cry out turning towards him.
"Daniel think about it! Scarlett wouldn't want you to do this! She would want you to talk to us about it like she did! She talked to us everytime something happened! That night was a mistake and the person who killed her got what they deserved but Danny she wouldn't want you to end your life!"
Jorel calls out and I start to bawl.
"It hurts so much." I cry out and watch carefully as Jorel takes a step towards me.
"I know Daniel, it hurt us all she was like our daughter too. Please Danny don't step off that ledge. Grab my hand and we'll talk about it. We'll get through it together. You and I. And the guys we'll get through it." He says holding out his hand. Rain starts falling from the sky and I look at Jorel.
"I'm sorry Jorel." I say and step off the ledge.
"Daniel!" He calls out.

The feeling of falling is amazing. Until something wraps around my wrist and stops me. I look up and see Jordan.
"Just let me fall!" I scream and he shakes his head. It's pouring rain by now.
"Guys help I can't hold on much longer." Jordan calls out and I look at the streets of L.A and then back up at Jordan. Jorel is now right by his side.
"Daniel give me your hand. We'll get through this together!" He cries out and I shake my head.
"I can't Jorel, you know that." I say and feel Jordan's grip on my arm start to ease up.
"Dammit Danny! Please I love you and have for awhile! I can't lose you not like this!" Jorel yells and I look up.
"Please Danny let us help you." He begs and I sigh.

Jorel's pov

I could tell my words were getting to him but Jordan's grip was slowly letting go.
"Daniel give me your hand please. I don't want to lose you as well. " I say and he reluctantly nods. He grabs my outstretched hand just as Jordan's grip loosens and then let's go.
George and everyone else quickly reacts and grabs hold of Danny pulling him up. As soon as he is up and safe he starts sobbing and I hug him to me. He cries in to my chest and I sit down on the roof holding him to me. The guys sit down next to us while breathing heavily. I catch a glimpse of Danny's wrists and realize they are bleeding. He was probably cutting before he got here.

How bad did it get for him to be so willing to throw himself off the edge?

He never gave up, ever but now here he was. Broken and hurting. I wish I would've realized that he was still hurting from the death of his daughter. Scarlett was his world and she was taken to soon. It affected all of us but especially Danny. First he lost his wife, Theresa to cancer, but then his daughter in a car crash. I look down at Danny and he is still crying. I run small circles on his back until he eventually tires himself out and falls asleep.
"Let's go back to his place." I say and everyone nods. I get up and gently pick Danny up trying not to wake him up. God knows how long it's been since he slept or ate. After we make our way down and to the car I hope in the back with Matt and Dylan. Danny is on my lap while George is driving with Jordan in the passenger seat. I close my eyes and feel a few tears escape.

What would've happened had we not got there in time? Or if Jordan's grip let go and I wasn't there?

I suddenly feel two gusts of wind and smile.
"Scarlett, Theresa, we managed to save him. I'm so sorry that we didn't realize it. I don't even know if he likes me in the way that I love him but I can't stand to see him so broken." I say and the guys smile at me. They must've felt the breezes as well. 
"Thank you for saving my dad." I hear a little girl's voice in the back of head my.
"Please take care of my husband. He once told me he was bisexual. Love him and show him the love I can no longer give." Theresa's voice echos in my head.
"Time has come for daddy to move on. Please help him Uncle Jorel. Right now only you can heal his broken and hurting heart." Scarlett's voice echos in the back of my head as well.
"I will, I promise."
I whisper and the guys look at me. I shake my head and they go back to doing whatever it was they were doing.
"Jorel?"
A weak voice asks and I immediately know who it is.
"Yes Danny?" I say softly.
"Did you hear Scarlett's voice? And Theresa's?" He asks and I nod.
"What did they say?" He asks softly.
"They told me thank you for saving you and then Theresa told me that you once said that you were bisexual and to give you the love that she can longer give you. Then Scarlett told me that I was the only one who can heal and fix your broken and hurting heart." I say softly and Danny nods.
"Scarlett told me to trust and confide in you. To talk instead of doing what I did. Then told me that she loved me and it wasn't my fault. Then Theresa told me the same thing and that it was time to move on and that you were the right one for me. That she could sense it." Danny says.
"Look, Danny I'd do anything for you and I mean anything. I meant what I said. I love you and I am willing to wait for however long for you. You will always have a spot in my heart." I say and he nods while crying.
"Just promise me next time you want to cut or die, talk to us. I'm sure Scarlett made you promise that." I say softly with a soft smile and he nods.
"I love you Danny." I say and he smiles as he cuddles in to my chest.
"I love you to Jorel." He says and soon falls asleep.