I see it in your eyes as they look away
In utter disgust at my faults and failures.
You cast away a glare that doesn't seem
like you. But then you say I don't seem like me.
I'm far from perfect but I know you won't accept
me for who I really am underneath my despair.
I can't put my finger on what's gone wrong,
All I know is I blame myself for my stupidity.
I hate myself for what I've put you through but
I can't help it any more but continue to slip back
in time to my old unrealistic ways. I just want to
be the normal person you used to know.
