I can't talk to you about it
It's not as easy as you think
to share your feelings with
someone else as I don't
know how you'll react when
you learn how I've been
feeling all this time.
You sigh and say it's easy,
just talk. But you don't
realise the heartache it
causes to feel this way
let alone express it to you.
It's too painful to even think
about let alone put into words.
You'd think I'm stupid, foolish
even. A coward for not telling
you sooner, when I was too
afraid to do so. You may think
I'm over reacting when really
I'm overwhelmed by the reality
of what I have to face each day.
No, I couldn't possibly try to
explain myself to you as you'd
never be able to comprehend,
let alone ever understand what
is going on in my head each day.
I will live in fear, as always, too
afraid to discover the hope in life
