I don't understand how
Everyone can be so happy
With a smile upon their face
And a twinke in their eye.
But maybe inside they're like me:
Happy on the outside but terrified inside,
Only smiling to make other's happy and
not really taking the time to care for ourselves.
I want to scream and shout just to
let my woes pour from my volcano
Of emotions. I want to be still.
I need to be calm
I cannot stay hidden behind this facade.
I'm too afraid to carry on much longer.
I don't know what I should do but very
soon my worries will erupt.