Erica Mena and Cyn Santana...MIO MIO MIO

Let's Make A Baby

CYN

I'm still bugging about what the hell just happened. I know for a fact that I saw and spoke to Trisha earlier. Man,please don't let me be losing my mind so young. I look over to my baby who was just laying down watching tv. I hope that she's ok with what was told about what happened to HER. She hasn't said much but I know that she's scared and even more nervous. I have to see where HER head is at though. I know that she really wanted to have HER eggs placed so she can feel like our baby can have HER blood too but the doctor said that it'll be risky.

ME- Baby? How are you? Do you need anything?

She turns to me

HER- No baby. I'm ok. It's just that there is a lot of things to think about and for the first time in my life,I'm overwhelmed and don't know what to do. I really wanted to have our baby to have a piece of me in him or her,ya know? But I just don't wanna run the risk of possibly losing my life.

ME- I know baby and I'm so sorry for all of this. Just know that whatever we decide to do, he or she will ALWAYS be yours.

HER- Thanks Cyn. Can we just not think about this right now? I'm tired and want to go to sleep

ME- Of course.

I get up off the hospital bed but Erica grabs my arm.

HER- Hey, where are you going?

ME- I'm getting up so you can get some rest. I'll just be right here in this chair.

HER- Can you just stay in bed and hold me please?

I looked at HER in HER eyes and just smiled.

ME- Absolutely

We are laying in the bed and a light in my head clicked on.

ME- BRENT

HER- Huh? What are you talking about? Who is Brent?

ME- That's what we can name or son if we have one.

Erica raised up off my chest and looked at me really weird

ME- Ummm, what's up babe? Why are you looking at me like that?

HER- How did you know?

ME- Know what Erica?

HER- How did you know that I always wanted to name my son Brent?

ME- I didn't.  The name just popped up in my head and I blurted it out lol. How come you've never told me that before?

HER- I don't know. I just never thought about it and we have been so focused on what our daughter's name is gonna be

ME- I understand.  So is Brent ok if we have a boy?

HER- Absolutely.  Hey babe? With the whole spelling of Jasmine, can we drop the "E"?

ME- Sure. 

HER- Cool. So can we go to sleep for real now? Lol

ME- Lol Yes. I love you

HER- I love you too

ERICA

We've been back at home for a good  two weeks now and things have been off between Cyn and I. I really can't put my hand on it but it's weighing heavy on me. I have to talk to HER  but she's so distant.