CYN
It's been about two weeks since I left the hospital. However,it feels like I'm still there because Erica has been on my ass...and not in a good way lol. I get it though. I know that she's scared that something would happen again but she is acting like my warden and not my wife and I'm not beat for it!
We are laying in bed and I'm still half sleep but Erica is asking me all these questions and it's annoying the hell out of me.
HER- Babe,are you awake? Do you need anything?
ME- I'm awake now and what I need is to go back to sleep.
HER- Oook,well since you are awake I'm gonna go run you a bath and fix you something to eat. I'll be right back,ok?
*Jumping Out Of Bed*
ME- Don't rush *Whispering So She Couldn't Hear Me*
Erica turns back around and asks me if I heard #HER but I just pretended like I didn't hear #HER
HER- BABE,did you hear what I said?
I turned over to face #HER.
ME- Yes Erica,I heard you.
HER- So if you heard me then why didn't you say anything?
ME- I thought that the question was rhetorical so I didn't know that I had to answer. But to answer your question,ok.
HER- Ok what?
Damn...really? I felt myself becoming not myself so I had to keep it cute and but my attitude on mute. Just breathe Cyn.
ME- Ok baby. Go run my bath and food...thank you.
ERICA
I really don't know what's going on with Cyn but I don't like it. Ever since she got out of the hospital, she's been acting mad weird. Like me being around #HER and making sure that she's ok is getting on #HER nerves. The doctor gave us specific instructions so all I'm doing is abiding by them. Yes,yes I know...Erica Mena following rules lol but this is my wife and my unborn baby we are talking about. I don't know man but what I do know is that something has got to give.
I'm downstairs making the wife something to eat when my phone starts ringing. I look to see who it is and it's my girl China!
ME- Hey my Asian! Lol
CHINA- Hey my Puerto Rican! Tell me something good.
ME- Life is good but...
CHINA- But what? What's going on?
ME- It's Cyn.
CHINA- Ahhh hell...what happened?
ME- See,that's the thing...I don't know. Ever since we left the hospital,she's been acting a little cold to me. Like everything that I do to help #HER feels like it's bothering #HER.
CHINA- Ok so has she said anything to you or have you tried talking to #HER? Wait,before you answer that answer this,how is she doing?
ME- Well,she seems to be doing good physically from what I observe but mentally, I'm not to sure.
CHINA- Well,that answers part of my second question so I'm gonna assume that the first question doesn't matter now lol..*GCO*
ME- It's not funny China. I mean we tell each other everything and if we don't,we could always pick up what each other is feeling without saying anything. It's like we are not in sync anymore.
CHINA- I know babe and I wasn't trying to be funny. So what are you gonna do?
ME- I'm not to sure but I gotta do something and soon.
CHINA- Well,let me ask you this,do you think that she feels like the incident you are blaming #HER for?
ME- Nooo. I told #HER that when I first got there that it wasn't #HER fault. Plus, I would never in my life blame #HER for something like that.
CHINA- I know you wouldn't but does she?
ME- She better know. I don't know China,something just don't feel right. Take for instance, right before you called, I told #HER that I was gonna run #HER a bath and fix some food right?
CHINA- Mmm Hmm
ME- Well,I said "Ok" but I didn't get a response. So I said "Babe,did you hear me?" She said that she did but thought that it was a rhetorical question. So after we established that it wasn't, she responded but did it sarcastically. I think that she thought I didn't notice but I did. And I also know that she said "Don't rush" up under #HER breath and I pretended that I didn't hear it.
CHINA- Babe,I say just try talking to #HER about it. Take #HER out on a date or something. I'm sure that she's over being in the house.
ME- Yeah, I'll try anything at this point. But girl let me get this food to #HER before WW3 starts lol.
CHINA- Alright girl lol. I'll talk to you later. Oh,E just listen to #HER if she talks. Don't get all defensive.
ME- Will do. Thanks for the talk.
CHINA - You know I gotchu. Chuckin up the...
ME- Two fingas.
