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Chapter 15

"Jin will soon get married..."

And that's when I lost it.

I shed my tears.

Held my chest tightly as if I couldn't breathe normally.

Went on my knees just to cry and show how I'm in pain now.

What if the both of us will really have to sacrifice our relationship?

What if everything's is fine in the past? Will the both of us be destined to meet again?

Mom and Mr. Kim didn't end up with a good ending in the past and that was the reason why he came to our household to work as our butler as well as Jin. If anything wasn't in a good situation back in the past, Jin and I wouldn't have to suffer..let alone sacrifice our own relationship. However..that would be selfish.

I cried uncontrollably as I was already confused since everything is already complicated.

"Noona!" Jungkook stood up from his hospital bed and comforted me with his embrace.

"Noona, I know how hard it is but..we'll have to decide. What is right and better for all of us..we'll be our decision." he told me as I looked at him

"Okay, Jungkook. Let's decide."

I cried as I had decided to fix the past one more time and forget about our relationship with Jin. Since I was still a patient, I was back in my room. But, somehow I wanted to see him. One last time, before we end..our precious relationship.

I tried to walk towards his room and successfully made it. I knocked three times and was greeted by Hoseok.

"Oh Ella! You're here, come on in." he escorted me

"What are you doing here in this time? It's late, for your information." He asked me as I could see how concerned he was.

"I decided to end our relationship in the most unique manner." I told him as he looked at him, literally confused to what slipped out from my mouth.

"Well, you see..the both of us fainted to fix the past.." He was so confused but I explained detail by detail to him in order for him to understand my point.

"Oh, so..that's why you two slept for how many months now?" I nodded

"So..what do you mean about ending your relationship with him?" we both sat down on a sofa which faced towards Jin.

I heaved out a sigh and smiled faintly, "Well..some things weren't destined to be together just like my relationship with Jin. We were given this weird and odd mission which was destined only for the both of us to fix...even if it means to break our relationship. So, I..had...fought enough that I couldn't handle it anymore. I have decided to fix the past..and forget..our..relationship." I slowly felt tears dropping once again as they travel down my cheeks

"Hoseo–"

"AHHH WHYYY??!! WHY CAN'T THE BOTH OF YOU BE NORMAL AND HAPPY?!?!" I was startled as he cried much more than I did

I chuckled lightly and patted him

"Hey, I should be the one crying that much." I told him as I playfully hit his arm as he just continued to cry.

If Hoseok was hurt by what I had said...what if for me? It hurt so much. More than just a toe that got hit at the edge of a table.

I left the crying Hoseok on the sofa as I stepped slowly and slowly towards him, lying down so peacefully.

I looked at his face. I gently caressed his cheeks and hugged him. Tears again and again fell as I couldn't imagine my life without him. In my whole life, I hadn't been this emotional. Especially, when it came to love. I backed away and kissed his lips. Those lips of his were plump and I had to admit, I missed his kisses. Even if we dated for a short time until this had to happen.

I pulled away from the kiss and decided to go back to my room. I bid goodbye to Hoseok before I went back.

I immediately lie down on the bed and cried to sleep.

I woke up and blinked a few times before I sat up straight and stetched my arms.

"HWANG AE RA!"

My brows furrowed in confusion as I got a clearer view on my surroundings.

I was seated. In front of me was a student who was busy taking down notes and I realized I was facing a very angry teacher who looked at me intensely. I couldn't think anything at all but sense that I'm back. In the past.

Finally! I can now fix everything.