Black Rose

Chapter 2

Gazing up above the sky, I sighed. It has always been the stars who accompanies me during this time. Oh no no, i don't blame them. Not even close. It's just that i hope one day whenever someone asks me if i'm okay, they'll notice the pain i hide and just hug me. But i'll know that that's just wishful thinking.

I don't know what to feel about my pack. As soon as they knew what happened, they just stood there and watch me. Watch me fall apart and break down. Watch me become numb. They all stood there not doing anything to help me.

No one thought of helping me. They probably thought i was so pathetic.

I can't stand the way they all look at me. They look at me with pity in their eyes. And i can't stand it.

I'm such a weakling, I thought. Why wouldn't i be? After everything they've done. After all the times they watched me suffer, i still love my pack. And i couldn't just leave them. How could i? Knowing this pack once belonged to my parents. And so, i promised myself, when i get better, i will rule them just like how my parents did.

Glancing down at the time,
3:28, it read. I sighed. I stood up and slowly make my way down.

Damn, this insomnia.

I thought i would get a few minutes of shut eye but i guess not. Meh, i had to train anyways.

I make my way to the pack's gym, slowly and quietly. No one knew i train this early because i always manage to go back to my bedroom just before anyone enters the gym.

I went to the empty space and started the procedure. It's a process i've grown up to and now whatever pain i endure, i kinda got used to it.

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Sorry i was being inactive. I'll make it up to you, i promise. A lot of things is happening and i can't say i'm doing very well because i'm not. You don't have to worry, i'll update soon.

I'm terribly sorry if this chapter sucks. I'm just emotionally unstable.