Boys are idiots

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Cleaning my room is one of the hardest things you could do. I am living in a whole mess. But I really don't have the time for that.

My room is really small. I am living with my mother {Anna} and my little young brother {Hunter} in a small flat.

We don't have that much money. I am not able to buy good clothes. But I am so happy that I have a smarphone. That's one of the most expensive things in our house.

The summer vacations are going to start tomorrow. [It is Sunday]

I am going to a camping place. There are many other teens which are going to spend time together. But the worst thing is that I am going to sleep in a tent.

I packed my stuff into my big travell bag.

I hope that it's able to keep the phone alive.

I am not a person who is so social. I don't like to meet new people I don't know why.

Oh I didn't told you my name.

I am Bay.

I am sixteen years old. I am not that tall. My hair is really long, straight and dark brown.

My escape is music. I hate my self,

getting bullied is not the best thing in life. But the good thing is, that I am not cutting myself anymore.

Always think positive. Even if the scars are still on my thights.

You know, there is that one boy at school,

I hate him so much, his name is Cameron. Every time I see him, I just want to leave. He tells me everyday that I am a slut or hoe or stuff like that without any reason. But I won't see him for a bunch of weeks. That makes me really really happy.

My little brother Hunter is eight years old. I love him so much. I have to take care of him every day. It's hard but my mom must work the whole day, because we need the money. At the vacations we've got a nanny. She is really nice. I mean, she makes my job and she is not that expensive.

I changed my clothes to my pj's and brushed my teeth and cleaned my face. I am excited and I don't want to at the same time. Maybe there are some nice people but maybe there are some people like Cameron.

I rolled myself in my bed and cuddled with my blanket. I love cuddeling, even if I am doing it alone. But now I am really tired.

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