Boys are idiots

27

-NASH'S P.O.V-

I opened the door. I ignored everyone from my family. I just locked my door so no one could come in. I cried into a pillow. No one could see that I cried. I didn't want anyone to see me crying.

What have I done? I am always acting like a stupid piece of shit. Everything I do is wrong.

But why did she moved to Shawn?

TO BAY: i dunno how to explain but I am so jealous. I was always jealous of Shawn. He is now able to see you every day. Do you love him? What did I do? I always cared about you. I thought you loved me but with everything you're going to Shawn.

FROM BAY: THAT'S YOUR REASON FOR BEATING HIM? MAYBE YOU ALREADY FORGOT BUT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. AND I AM SO DONE WITH YOU. YOU DISAPPOINTED ME.

Like I said she hates me. First I had to say to Shawn that I am sorry. I hoped that he'll accept my apology even if it's seems impossible.

-NEXT MORNING; BAY'S P.O.V-

I was at Shawn's. I could say now that it was mine too. That's strange. I felt so sorry for Shawn so I decided to take a look at him. I carefully opened the door so that I wouldn't wake him up. There was still some blood on his face. And his upper lip was burst. I sat down next to him on his bed. He was still sleeping. Is it strange that I like watching people while they were asleep? Maybe.

He looked so friendly and kinda cute and innocent. I loved his hair this day. If you would see me now you would think that I am a psycho. At once I felt craved for something. Something I missed. That was my chance to get it. Just one more time. I coudn't stop myself and at once I pressed my lips against his.

Shawn woke up and gave me the most confusing look I've ever seen.

"Fuck. I am sorry..." I said blushing and leaving the room.

"It's okay." He said.

I turned around, "No it's not because I don't love you and I don't want to kiss someone I don't love."