Boys are idiots

21

-NEXT MORNING-

I put my clothes on and brushed my teeth.  After all that bathroom stuff. I gave my Mother a kiss. I went to school. I covered the half of my face into my scarf because fall came really early this year.

I stand in front of the school entry. I hate that place so bad. For me that's the hell. I made my way to my class. Looking on the ground. I survived. That is sounding so stupid but without getting punched or stuff like that it's surviving for me. This school day went really well for me. Wow.

I picked Hunter from his school. He was laughing and jumping around. He always made me smile. I am so glad to have him.

"I want to go outside today!" He said.

"Okay. We will draw with chock." I said.

"Yes! I love drawing." He said happily still jumping around. At home we took the chock and went to the street. We started drawing. Hunter drew a castle. It should be a castle.

Hunter walked like 10 meters away to draw a lot of knights.

He looked so cute.

"I will draw something on the street." He said. I could see that he was already sitting there.

"HUNTER NO GO AWAY!" I screamed. Everything happened so fast. The car was too fast. I heard a loud noise. I heard a scream. I saw Hunter's body laying on the street. I saw blood. The car drove away.

"HUNTER!" I screamed and ran to him.

"HUNTER TALK TO ME!!!" I shook his hand. Blood everywhere.

I shook. My whole body shook. I cried. I called an ambulance. I already heard the sirens. They took Hunter. I had to rest at home. I cried. I called Nash.

Nash  came to me.

"Bay! What happened?!" He screamed while running into my direction. He sat down next to me and hugged me. I still cried into his chest. I told him sniffing everything.

"It was all my fault!" I cried, "I didn't watched out. I am the worst sister on earth."

"No you aren't. It was an accident." Nash said.

I had to call my Mom but she told me that she was already at the hospital. She told it was to late. He was dead. And I wasn't able to say goodbye. My mother didn't want me to see him. She hated me.

"I can't go home." I said sniffing.

"You can come to my house." Nash said rubbing my back.

"No Nash. I will know you more." I said.

Maybe that wasn't a big reason to say no but if I would rest at Nash's house I would cuddle with him and I would kiss him but I am not allowed.

"I will call Shawn" I said.

Nash became a little bit mad. That was cute. Shawn would pick me up at my house. I packed my stuff. Nash helped me. I still cried and removed my makeup which wasn't on place anymore. I couldn't say goodbye to Hunter. I couldn't say that I am so sorry.

"Shawn is waiting outside." I said.

Nash and I went outside. I gave Nash a big hug and thanked him. Shawn took my bag. We walked to his house. His house was really big. He opened the door. He put my bag in front of his bed.

"Do you want something to drink?" He asked. I could see that he had tears in his eyes. I asked for a tea. He went down the stairs. I laid myself on his bed. I went to the bathroom to wash my face. Then I saw something smiling at me. A small silver sharp thing. It looked so lovely. It was like it said something like 'I missed you'. I took it. One cut. A second one. The third one was a little bit deeper. More cuts on my arms. I saw the blood. It felt so good. It dropped on the floor.

-SHAWN'S P.O.V-

"Bay are you here?" I asked into the room. I didn't saw her. I put the hot tea on the table. I saw that the bathroom door was open.

"Bay?!" I went to the bathroom I saw her sitting there. Cutting herself. Crying. The blood dropped on the floor.

"BAY!" I screamed. I helped her up. She didn't looked at me. She was watching at her arm.

"What have you done?" I asked her. I began to cry. That girl was so broken.

"It was my fault." She said, "I killed him."

"No, it was an accident." I said. I took some water and washed her arm. I carried her to my bedroom and laid her on my bed.

"And now I've broken a promise to Nash, I said I will never cut again." Bay said. Crying.

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