Boys are idiots

9

"Nash it's so cold." I said with a pained face. I was still shivering. I cuddled myself more into the hoodie. I wanted some pants but didn't wanted to ask. That would be embarrassing. Nash sat there under his blanket. He looked like he thought something.

"Come here next to me." he said while pointing on a place next to him.

I crawled slowly while watching out that my butt wasn't able to be seen. (is that right?;D) I sat down next to him. He threw the blanket over me. I could feel the warmth of his body. Our legs were touching.

"Better?" he asked smiling.

"Yes thank you." I answered smiling back.

"Bay, I am sorry for laughing at you because of those messages." He said while watching on the blanket,"I was an idiot. I thought it was funny."

"It's okay." I answered.

Nash turned around to take his water bottle. Because of that the blanket slipped away.

"Oh sor... Bay what's that?" Nash asked. My thighs were able to see. My scars of cutting myself.

I pulled the sweater over them. I didn't wanted to talk about that.

"Did you do that?" Nash said scared, "don't do that." He pulled the sweater away so he could see my scars.

"Don't!" I screamed. I couldn't do anything against that he was fondling my scars. Seriously it felt good but on the other way he was a pervert. Touching my thighs. He looked into my eyes.

"Why.. did you?" he asked blurry.

"I..." I didn't knew what to answer. I could see Nash was looking at me and I could see that his eyes began to be filled with water. Why is he crying? Normally I should cry. It seemed like he is really emotional. But then I started crying. He laid his arm around my shoulders. I cried so hard but it felt good at the same time. Letting everything out. He pulled me closer to him. My head on his chest.

"Tell me." He said.

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