Boys are idiots

22

-BAY'S P.O.V-

I woke up. My arm was wrapped in a bandage. I looked around. I saw Shawn sitting there with a guitar. I sat myself up without him to know. He sings so beautiful. He started to sing sweater weather. His voice was so clear and those high notes.

"You sing so beautiful." I said.

Shawn turned around and smiled.

"Thank you. I didn't wanted to wake you up." He said, "But I wanted to play ..."

"No problem. I already was awake." I said.

Shawn laid back his guitar and sat next to me. He removed my bandage and hold my arm.

"Look what you did." Shawn said while touching my scars. "Bay you are such a beautiful girl. Don't do that."

I didn't said anything.

"You already did that times ago. Am I right?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Show me." He said.

"Shawn why? I don't want to show you." I said. It felt so uncomfortable now.

"You don't have to show me. I want to show you." He said.

I removed my pants. He saw my scars on my tights. He touched them. There were like a hundred on my legs.

"Look." He said. I cried. I didn't said that it looks beautiful.

"I'll stop. I promise." I said.

"But not like your promised it to Nash. Promises are not there to get broken." Shawn said.

He was so right. I will never do this again. And I think I should go home tomorrow.

It was late. I was tired.

"Can you sing something for me?" I asked.

"Sure." He said. He began to play say something. Oh I could listen to him everyday. After he played I received a message from Nash.

From Nash: How are you? ♡

To Nash: I'm fine. Thx. I am feeling much better now♡♡♡♡♡♡

"Oh! SHAWN I am so sorry. I'll go." A voice said. I saw Shawn's mother [I guess it was her] walking out of the room.

"Mom it's not what it looks like!" Shawn said walking out of the room.

Oh my god was she thinking that we ...

I had no pants on and he was touching my legs. I felt embarrassed. I put on my pants again. I didn't want Shawn to tell his mother my suicidal problems. Shawn and his mother walked into the room again.

"Hey Bay! I am Shawn's mother. I am sorry I thought that you and Shawn actually are ..."

"It's okay mom you can go now." Shawn interrupted his Mother.

I blushed and smiled back.

He left the room. I could see that Shawn was embarrassed too.

"My mother is so embarrassing. She thought we would have ..."

"It's okay" I interrupted him and giggled, "I think I am going to sleep now."

"Okay. Good night. And stay strong." He said and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

He turned off the light and left the room.