Boys are idiots

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-CHRISTMAS DAY-

I woke up in my bed sheets.

Today was christmas. The best day of the year. Having your family around. I can't belive that this year I am around with a different family.

I bought all their gifts yesterday and I am glad that I found something for everybody.

The whole house is decorated with Christmas lights. It really looked beautiful but corny. whatever I liked it.

I wrapped the presents in some Christmas patterned paper.

I am good at that. I always loved giving things away. I loved to make other people happy. When I was like 8 I always watched some D.I.Y videos on youtube and tried to do the same. Then I gave the things to my mom. She was so happy.

Never mind.

I picked a christmas sweater with snow flakes on and a black jeans. I also put on a gold necklace with a silver stone on.

I also put on a little bit of makeup. On Christmas I wanted to look pretty. Even if that was impossible.

The whole afternoon I rested in my room.

Nash texted me everyday. He asked me how I was, that everything is okay and that he is always there for me.

Even if I can't belive in what he said he will never let me go. This made me feel save.

I went down the stairs.

"Hey Bay, can you please help me and set the table?" Shawn's mother asked me while she prepared the beef.

I nodded and took the dishes on the table. I also put some wine glasses on the table expect for Aaliya.

When I was finished I decided to put my presents under the Christmas tree. It should look more beautiful. After I did that I sat down on the black armchair.

I checked my phone.

FROM NASH: Merry Christmas I hope you're having an amazing day with your family ❤❤❤ilysm❤❤❤ God bless you

-having an amazing day with your family- sure my family. But whatever he was just trying to be nice. So I texted him back.

TO NASH: Thank you same for you☺

FROM NASH: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ily❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

He wanted me to text him some hearts.

TO NASH: ❤

[ this should be yellow]

I don't know what a yellow heart means. I always sent pink hearts but this time I didn't wanted to write them. I wasn't in the mood to show him my love. It wouldn't work out to be with him together again. I am scared of people.

I was interrupted by Shawn who had an ugly Christmas sweater on.

"Dinner is ready." He said, with a big smile on his face.

I went to the table. Everyone ate a lot. Including me. I never eat a lot but I wanted to be polite and it was delicious so why not.

"Can we open the presents now?!" Aaliya screamed while clapping her hands.

Her mom nodded so we walked into the living room. I sat down on the armchair again.

Mom gave me a present first.