Boys are idiots

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Everyone began to walk. I was the last one. I didn't wanted to talk to anyone. Just me and my mind. I missed my mom and my little brother so much.

"Hey Bay..." Matt was walking next to me.

I gave him a serious.

"It just looked like..."

"Like my butt?"

"Ahm...too..."

"Just shut up." I walked faster.

"Bay. I am sorry."

"Okay!"

After an hour of walking we arrived a cliff. It looked so beautiful. I felt the fresh air around me. I felt so free when I looked down the cliff.

How lovely it looked. I just had to jump.

It was already dark. The sun began to go down. I sat down on a bench so I could saw the sunset. Nash came. Why now? I wanted to see that alone. He just sat down next to me. There was that embarrassing silence.

"I told the boys that ..." Nash said.

"It's okay" I said interrupting him. I felt his eyes on me. I felt uncomfortable and my hands began to sweat. I went through my hair. I am doing that always when I get nervous.

"Beautiful, isn't it?" Nash asked.

Yes it was. It looked pretty amazing.

"You have still my sweater on." Nash said.

"Oh I am sorry. I have no clothes to wear. They became all wet. I am so so sorry." I answered.

"Calm down, it's okay." He said while touching my shoulder.

I could still feel his eyes on me.

Everything could be perfect. But I don't know why it wasn't. I am just strange.

"You won't hurt yourself anymore, okay?" Nash said while looking more at me.

"Nash. That's my thing. I can do what I want." I said.

"Stop saying that. You know that it's a bad habit." He said now rubbing my back.

"It is not a habit!" I pushed his hand away. I just didn't wanted him to talk about that. He is not my mother.

"I just wanted to help you." He said while going away.

He can't understand me. But I think that what happened now was my fault.

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