Boys are idiots

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-BAY'S P.O.V-

I woke up and felt a cold breeze over my body. Why the fuck was I naked?

After I remembered I felt embarrassed. I put on some clothes and of course some fuzzy socks.

I went down the stairs. I could hear Skylynn making some horse louds. As she saw me she jumped around.

"HORSE HORSE! I AM A HORSE!" She yelled while playing with her unicorn figure.

I saw Elizabeth in the kitchen and said good morning to her. I helped her to prepare the breakfast. After that the whole family including me sat at the table, holding hands and praying. When they were doing that I always feel a familiar feeling. Like God is there. And when Skylynn is praying she always says the same two sentences 'Thank you daddy for my food and that mommy, Nash and Hayes are here. Amen'

I ate some cereal. And of course I had some coffee for waking me up.

After eating, Nash and I went upstairs again. Now I noticed the Christmas lights on the stair-rail.

"How are you feeling?" Nash asked me while touching my shoulder. I winced.

"Good." I said.

When someone is touching me I feel really uncomfortable. I remember every second of yesterday. But ignoring that I am good.

I received a message.

FROM SHAWN: we're home again :)

TO SHAWN: KK^^

I didn't wanted to go home.

-NASH'S P.O.V-

I didn't knew what to talk about. I couldn't stop thinking about what she said yesterday. That she thought, she could be with Jack. That meant she has no more feelings for me. Or doesn't it?

Every time I was touching her she winced.  I was feeling so bad for her. But how else could I build more physical contact. I missed her. I had to talk about that. Even if that was the worst moment for that.