Boys are idiots

16

I left the eating station. I was so excited because of that piece of paper. I leaned against a tree and took the paper.

10 pm at the fireplace. I want to show you smth❤

And here's my number +xxxxxxxxx

I read that letter for like 1000 times. I asked myself what he's going to do. But I really had no clue. You can't do anything at that weird camping place. We all are sitting in a nowhere.

I saved his number into my phone. I saw Matthew. I wanted to talk to someone so I went to him. He smiled and moved his eyebrows up and down. I rolled my eyes.

"Hey! Wanna tell me your feelings about Nash?" Matthew said with a smirk on his face.

I giggled. I don't even know if I actually had feelings for Nash. I really enjoyed that kiss but I never felt love for anybody, so I don't know how love feels.

"I don't have those feelings." I said laughing. I shouldn't have said that because I don't know if I really have no feelings for him.

Matthew's funny face turned into a serious face.

"You kissed him." He said.

"No, he kissed me. I like him, but..." I answered.

"But what? Are you kidding me? You accepted the kiss!" He said with a little bit of anger in his voice.

"I like him, BUT I don't know if I love him. I don't know how love feels. I've never loved a boy. The most I know are idiots." I said to explain everything.

"I think it looks like you love him. Are you thinking about him?" He asked.

I am thinking really often about him.

"Yes ..." I answered.

"Then you love him." He said smiling.

I smiled back. Matt left me. I looked at the forest. I get lost in my mind for a while.

I love thinking about Nash. It feels so beautiful. Maybe Matt was right, maybe that's how love feels.

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