Boys are idiots

25

-EVENING-

I helped my Mom making food. Beef and potatoes and salad. Skylynn came to me.

"Nash I want to wear a dress like a princess." She asked.

She was so adorable. She always wanted to look beautiful if we invited someone. But she already was beautiful. I went with her to her room. We opened her dresser. There were like a hundred of dresses. Most of them were pink. I saw that one dress which looked good. It was rose and had white dots on it. I helped her to change in a princess. Sometimes I am feeling like a Mother. She smiled and looked in the mirror. She made some pirouettes and smiled more and more.

"Nash there is someone behind the door for you!" I heard my Mom yelling. I ran down the stairs to the door. One last time I went threw my hair and then I opened the door.

Bay looked beautiful. She was dressed like everyday. That was good. I didn't told her to dress normal. I took her jacket and showed her the the table where to sit.

She greeted Hayes and Elizabeth. Skylynn was still in her room.

"Sky!!!" Hayes yelled. After a minute she came down the stairs. She was shy so she didn't said hello.

-BAY'S P.O.V-

A little girl came down the stairs. She looked so cute. And she reminded me of Hunter. It was hard to not to cry. Everyone sat down. I sat next to Nash and Hayes. Hayes was funny. They began to hold my hands. They prayed. I just closed my eyes. I never did that before. After that we began to eat. It was delicious.

"Bay, tell me something about you?" Elizabeth asked.

I didn't know what to answer. I couldn't say something about how shitty my life was. So I told her something about my school. [Nothing about Cameron]

Everyone was so nice to me. I loved that family. Skylynn asked me if I like horses. I agreed. I lied. It's not like I hate horses, I am just not that obsessed horse girl in my class. And I didn't want to hurt a little girl.

"And you guys met at the camp, right?" Elizabeth asked again.

"Like I said." Nash answered for me. I could see that he was annoyed by those questions.

After the dinner Nash took me to his room. It was a little bit messy. I sat down on his bed because his chair was filled with clothes. He sat next next to me.

"I talked to Cameron." Nash said. I did not said anything.

"He won't do anything to you anymore."

Finally.

"And I am so sorry. I was an idiot. I really love you. Do you still love me?" He asked getting nervous.

"I don't know. I don't think that I have feelings for you anymore ... I am sorry." That all was too much for me. I haven't got feelings for anything.

Silence.

He became really sad. He fondled with his flannel.

"Nash. They'll take my Mom!!! Don't you realize, that everything is getting too much for me?!" 

I was getting angry. I couldn't handle my emotions. I threw my head into a pillow. I didn't told it anybody expect Shawn, but in two days I am going to be in a different family.

"I am so sorry ..." Nash said. He wanted to do something but he had no plan what to do.

"I think it's better if I go now." I said standing up. Nash nodded. I felt sorry for him so I gave him an unexpected hug.

I want to go home with the hope that finally the letter with the address of my future family arrived.

I said goodbye to Nash's mother and to Hayes. Skylynn gave me a drawing of a horse. I walked home.

-AT HOME-

There was a letter in the postbox.

What I read was unbelievable.

I was happy, sad, angry and nervous at once. That couldn't be true.

MAYBE YOU NOTICED THAT I CHANGED THE NAME OF THE STORY!

BUT ITS BETTER BC THE STORY IS NOT ABOUT A NASH IN A TENT ANYMORE :D BC ITS OVER. BUT THIS STORY WILL GO ON A WHILE ^^

ILY :*