*The Beauty of it all*

Can you stand the rain?

A/N-Warning: Slight kissing but nothing major.

*And use of profanity.

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Here It goes....

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How did I end up here?

Jongin was not thinking straight because somehow him and sehun had tried a few aphrodisiacs along with late night cravings with a whole lot of wine to quench their thirst.

So now they were in his open closet.

Trying to fight back the urge of whipping out their dicks.

The clothes were falling off of their hangers and the boys were both tearing at each other clothes.

Jongin wasn't sure what the hell he was doing because half of him was tipsy the other part of him was horny.

He realizes over the course of the days being around sehun wasn't good for his health.

He was like the drug and Jongin was the addict.

He was now becoming more and more confident with each time they got it on. He was more aggressive and sehun was always being the more submissive type. Which was surprising by the way because there were moments he dominated.

He was definitely his style.

Jongin found out that this was one of his turn ons'.

He love seeing sehun begging and moaning and screaming his name. He was becoming more of the top and sehun the bottom.

He was now becoming a horny ass mess every time sehun even dared to touch him or even be in the same room as him.

He felt scared at times at how his body reacted so violently to sehun (automatically getting aroused) and other times he hated him for it.

Now here he goes. Rolling around on the floor in a sexual frenzy with him once again.

Damn he couldn't get enough and he wondered was it because he lost his virginity to him?

Was he being too greedy?

Then again Sehun was also being too willing. So infact they both were struggling when it came to this equality in his eyes.

He questioned himself everyday due to it all and one of them being Is this really love? or lust?

The thought alone was scary.

It petrified him in ways he never thought would.

Despite his confidence he still can not denied that maybe he was still a teensy bit inexperience when it actually came to true love.

Real love.

Sehun stop kissing him and Jongin met his gaze.

"what's the matter baby?"

"nothing. Why are you stopping..." it was more of a statement than a question.

"Jongin-ni, I know something is bothering you. I know when you're mind is somewhere else."

Jongin sighed and rolled over on the white carpet letting his body sink into its softness. He just decided to let it roll off his tongue blatantly.

"Do you love me?"

Sehun sat up and started stroking his hair.

"Yes babe you know I do..."

" No. I don't."