*The Beauty of it all*

New Beginnings part 1

A/N *cries*

Hope you do enjoy....

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what is wrong with these kids?

Sehun was looking at himself in the mirror as he can hear his friends calling out for him to come out.

He turn the bath water off and took in a deep breath. He slowly open the door to the area where he had been trying to hide as he can see his friends broken faces. The instant he tried to talk they both attacked him with a bear hug. Both happy and relieved to see their friend was ok.

"Sehun, don't you ever scare us like that!" Jongin muffled in his neck.

Sehun pulled back from their embrace and smiled. Part of him was still hurting but when he looked into their faces he realized how grateful he was to have friends who cared about his well being. This truly is what kept him strong. They truly kept him going and for that he now now what he has despite what he had lost. But little did they know that they were always there, apart of his world filling up a empty heart and no one can take that away.

"You guys are crazy. What? you thought I was going to kill my self?"

He ruffled kyungsoo and Jongins hair before walked passed them into the open space of the home.

"Sehun, are you sure you are ok?" Jongin was  fixing his hair now holding a serious expression.

Sehun ignored this question or rather he just had other things in mind.

He understood Jongins concern and quite frankly some how it deemed on him that he never really change a bit despite their car accident years ago.

He was still the same old Jongin he met before which was weird.

With or without his memories his soul stayed the same.

"Kyungsoo, can you go somewhere with me?"

He can tell Kyungsoo was hesitant. But he knew it was only because he still was wondering was he truly ok, but Sehun honestly thought about something he wanted to do and he was going to do it soon, but he needed kyungsoo to be there and he needed Jongin to stay put.

God knows if he came who knows how things will turn out.

"Yeah..sure...."

Jongin intervened.

"where are you going?"

Sehun just gave him reassurance.

"We'll be back just wait for me ok?"

kyungsoo shot Jongin a worried stare which in return Jongin just nodded his head.

"ok...come back.."

"Yeah...I will."

The two left leaving a confused Jongin behind.

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Sehun was quiet mist of the ride. which occasionally made kyungsoo squirm and fidget in his seat. He often would glance over to him to make sure he wasn't going to do something irrational.

"Sehun, where are we going?" Kyungsoo tone was low but serious.

Sehun kept his eyes on the road but he answered his friend honestly.

"My dad's house."

Kyungsoo didn't bother to look his way instead he let out a deep breath that he had been holding since they got into the car.

"Didn't we say not to go back there?"

"I know...but I need...to see him."

Kyungsoo really could not understand this but he patiently waited before asking another question.