*The Beauty of it all*

The Life I Once Knew

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It was early winter now, and the first snow had fallen that morning.

"Jongin-na, hurry up before we be late for your doctors appointment," Sehun yells loud enough for him to hear him. He was looking himself over in the mirror once more.

"Babe there's no point in going, really!"

Sehun walks into their bedroom watching Jongin put on his pants while his bare chest peeked out from his shirt. He was rather tempting him.

"You have to go. The doctor said so," sehun stuck his tongue out letting it rest in the corner of his mouth momentarily looking Jongin over.

"I'm only going because you're making me go," he said honestly.

"If it was up to me I'll be staying right here drinking hot cocoa, or  something."

Sehun just let him bicker as he went over to help him button up his shirt.

Honestly Sehuns' mind was somewhere else. He was distracted by Jongins fresh fragrance and beautiful appearance.

"Lets just go and get it over with. I want to make sure everything's ok."

The two made eye contact.

"Maybe we should have a quickie before we go..."

Sehun bursts out in laughter at hearing this.

"Well... we do have thirty five more minutes left..."

Jongin brought his lips close to Sehuns' ear and whispered in a seductive tone.

"At this rate, I won't need the full thirty five minutes..."

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"It seems as if you been doing well regaining back your memories. Now although you were traumatized. I was concerned that these certain events that took place in your past may cause you more distress. I personally wanted to ask how you were feeling seeing how your cat scans came out great, and also I wanted to give you and your...husband advice when it comes down to dealing with traumatic stress,"

The doctor said peering over his rimmed glasses at the two boys who been listening intensely to his words.

"Any questions before I go on?"

Sehun who has been holding Jongins' hand the whole time spoke up.

"Does this mean he may need medications or couseling?"

Jongin snorted out of sarcasm.

The doctor smiled while waving his hand, gesturing a no.

"He doesn't need medications. To be quiet honest Mr. Oh, since his last visit, up until now, he hasn't developed any odd behaviors and it doesn't seem to affect him. There's no brain tumors which is good. Personally I believe he has a good support system. He must be very happy with you and who ever else is involved in his life."

Sehun nodded meeting Jongins gaze who blushed a shade of deep red, embarrassed that the conversation has revolved around him.

"Now Mr. Kim-Oh, if you do find these memories troubling make sure to come back and see me along with your husband. One thing that can help, so you wouldn't have to suppress them, I like to do what we call "letting go." Both of you can do this together since you both were pretty much involved in this traumatic experience together. What you do is take the main link to all of this and find a creative way of releasing that negativity in a way you feel...free or relieved. Meaning you no longer have what ever it is keeping you trapped. So you don't have to hold on to the past and you can work on moving forward. Try practicing this simple exercise outside of your doctor visits. It's better to do it with someone rather than alone," He explained.