*The Beauty of it all*

A Time of Healing

A/N~ Sorry if this starts off rather  depressing and rather short but that is ok because love is in the air <3

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Kyungsoo has been cleaning around Sehun and Jongins' place waiting on their arrival and he stumbled upon something he found rather interesting except when he read it he learned something about it, or rather someone. The letters were contrast as Kyungsoo rubs a hand over the wrinkled paper. He can tell it has been years due to the texture and discoloration of the 'use to be' white sheets of paper.

He sat down by the fire place and started to read. Kyungsoo was very attentive as he didn't want to get caught snooping due to his curiosity.

He read the neat hand writing he knew so well.

I'm writing this because I found that it is even harder to face the one you love. I might even cry because I'm sensitive but I hold it in to be strong for you. Lately going to the doctor with you has been...challenging and painful.

Only because it is hard to endure seeing the person who raise you suffer.

Have you been eating properly?  I know me going to school and fighting constantly has been bothersome but you still love me right?

Mom you've been changing every day. In a good way. You've been beautiful, smiling and loving. Sorry I am not the best son you have always dreamt of.

Yeah I see your tears. And for that I have been becoming sorry towards you.

Oh Sehun

Kyungsoo turned the page but it was blank. He frowned in confusion and started flipping furiously through the pages. Because of him turning so hard the book slid and fell to the floor making a loud clanking sound against the wooden floor. He huffed and bent down to pick it up and saw pieces of papers that was ripped out the book laying underneath.

He hurriedly picked it up and read it.

To my loving son. Why write me letters when I am down the hall from you? Are you really my son? You are such a charmer. Are you ever going to date? I love you. Me and you always had this odd relationship. You can always write me. I am so sorry my doctors appointments are the reason I can't see your lovely smile.

I have been really depressing, eh?

But cheer up.

I will always love you.

Mother to Son.

Kyungsoo then read on and with each page he felt anxious and scared. He can feel with each letter was the fighting efforts of two relatives who really was too broken to keep their relationship settled. So for that, he hesitated a moment.

He debated if he should read any further. But he took a breath and read on anyway because the next letter was simple.

Mom.

Today has been hard right? I love you too.

Kyungsoo can hear the door clicking and when he turned around Jongin and Sehun was laughing and must of had a great time.

He felt bad for even reading his friends personal journal. Now what he was going to do now? Jongin stop laughing as he caught a glimpse of Kyungsoos surprised facial expression.

"What have you been doing?" he said smiling walking over to him.

"Uh....I was cleaning," he said trying to hide the letters but it was to no use.