Crazy to Think You're Here..

Chapter10

Chapter Ten

I woke up in a different place, a parking lot, I was afraid of my own shadow, what if I killed another person?

My arms, my hands, my legs were bruised from hitting myself too much, spots of green and purple, you couldn’t tell which one was my real skin, I hit myself because I was stupid, because my brain couldn’t function and I hate myself too much, I was losing it, everything, If I could just find a way to see this straight.

Yes, I had a plan, but in the time circumstances, I don’t think it's working at all, because wherever I go to find more about Noah I find out stuff about myself and I don’t want to find out more.

Because I want revenge for Noah and I want to get him back and I want closure.

So some gang with someone named Jerry apparently killed Noah for no reason, which was for me to find out, but how would I do it was beyond stupid and may not work.

According to my plan I picked up the telephone I asked Eleanor to give me and called the information center

"Hi, I'm Ruth, I'm very close to Jerry Birnoculars' family, and can I have his wifes number" I said professionally, I didn’t know if he had a wife but I was hoping he would have one

"I'm sorry, I can't give you that information unless you come down to our center and we'll be able to give you what you need"

I swear these humans want me dead, well they do already

"Yeah sure, okay" I said with the utmost of annoyance, secretly cursing these people for wanting me to walk 10 kilometers, but that information was worth the wait and the walk

And from there I went, thinking through everything, looking like a tired gorilla because of the dried tears, memories of me and Luna whizzing through my brain

Then I saw him again, Noah, I ran for him

"It is about time you came!" I screamed, I can't say that I didn’t miss his pretty face, even if he was a projection of my mind or whatever

"You've read my book, my secret poems"

"Yes I did, you never told me your story with your dad" He looked at me like he was disgusted with me

"Why did you read it, have you never learned to respect privacy you crazy piece of garbage"

What the hell was going on?

"Noah, what are you saying? You said I could read that book when I'm old enough"

His eyes turned red, his skin was grey, like he was some movie villain, his hair was dark, he didn’t look like himself at all

"But you're not old enough to understand it! And you never will when you're stuck in a brain of a 3 year old" his voice was loud and weird it was like ten people talking in the same time, and I looked around, and the street was empty, the wind was blowing me away from Noah and his scary features

I felt empty, it was like my heart was ripped out, like the hard wind took my heart and now all I'm left with is an non functioning brain, Noah didn’t hurt me, but the wind did

 Noah was something I could always count on and now he looked like the demon I was always afraid of when I was little, I felt my stomach bleeding out, I tasted blood and I couldn’t continue on.

I fainted, but at the same moment I woke up to the sound of an ambulance, everyone in the street was hunched around me, asking me if I'm okay.

My head felt heavy but I could stand up and I tried to run away as fast as I could from the ambulance, If they take me to the hospital they will figure out my brain is split in two and I would be back to ground zero.

Ambulances were meant to help you, but in my case, they don’t, how ironic how everything that was supposed to help me doesn’t, ending up in me running away.

I could see the information center as I ran, and as I got close the center seemed far

You're here

you've reached your destination

don’t worry

it's only a matter of time   

 

AN:

This was kind of a filler really, sorry