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Someone else

"L, I am back!"

That was quite a row of lectures at university. Now I had just returned to work on the case with the task force- therefore the studying would have to wait for a while...

"How are you feeling?", L inquired.

"As always! Seeing you immediately makes me feel better..."

"~, are you sure you're alright? University and then helping on this case afterwards? I know that you are doing very well in university, even if you do not have time to study, but are you sure this is okay?"

"Yes, please don't worry, L. I am just a little tired and overworked from the amount of lectures today. Plus, there is this guy in university who asked me on a date..." I sighed desperately.

"What did you respond?"

"Not anything yet. The truth is, I do not want to hurt him. Everything will go wrong..."

Because the one I love in actuality is you, dear L.

"I assure you it won't", L replied casually. "You are a highly interesting and intellectual person. You also carry charm that I never saw in anyone before, actually. There is no way it could go wrong, in fact he probably doesn't deserve you. Actually, no one deserves you..."

"L..."

"Excuse me! I must have expressed myself a little irrationally."

"No, I... I deeply thank you. Are you really certain I should go?"

If he had at least a tiny hint of feelings for me, L probably wouldn't truly want me to go. Please say no.

"Yes."

I felt my heart sinking in sadness.

"Alright, then! Thank you for encouraging me, L", I smiled in disguise. "I am going to be here as soon as possible later to continue helping you with the case, my date wanted to meet up this afternoon."

"I understand, I will see you then."

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~L's POV~

Slouching in front of my computer, I continued gradually becoming more nervous.
Without noticing it, I slowly turned around on my chair and laid a thumb on my lips to calculate.

Why on earth did I do this? Why did I let her go on that date?

My mind was escalating completely. One moment, I had encouraged her to go, but the moment she closed the door behind herself, I immediately realised. How did I realise so late... that I seem to really admire her?

I had meant what I had told her. No one will ever deserve her, she is such a precious and gentle person. I could not even imagine anyone hurting her.

Though now, all was out of control, she had gone to her date already. I could not stand the thought of her falling in love with someone else. How could I feel such strong jealousy? She would probably never fall in love with me anyway, she would possibly not even be able to. What is there to love about me? But it does not matter, what matters is...
What will happen now?

"Ryuzaki, are you alright?", Matsuda suddenly inquired.

I stated my worries straightforwardly while getting a sad look on my face as my eyes widened.
"What if she is going to fall in love with him?"

"You mean ~? Why would that be a problem? I mean, she deserves to be happy, she is such a sweet person-"

"Ryuzaki, don't tell me you have feelings...?", I heard Light ask from the back.