Two Parts Of Me

Ch.9

Lloyd POV

I woke up calm today, Morro didn't give me any nightmares last night that's nice to know...

Once I was dressed and ready to go downstairs the image of Kai dead flashed in my mind. I closed my eyes, tensed up, and trembled. I was like that for at least 2 minutes before I snapped out of it, not knowing that I had a one person audiance watching me.

Jay POV

Ok that was freaky, what is up with him, like every other hour or minute he'd do that. I sighed to myself, he just needs space he'll tell us when he's ready to tell us.... I think.

Back to Lloyd POV

When I went down stairs it was total chaos, everyone was doing everything, Nya was yelling something about Nindroids? I don't know I could barely hear her.

I went in the living room and sat down  on the couch while everyone was still doing what they were doing. Nya brange something up, that some how caused an argument. I started fidgeting, this was getting annoying, I tried calming my anxiety a little, cause it was getting triggered, I kept fidgeting, I covered my ears as I breathed in and out slowly yet rather fast, my head was hurting, my vision was slightly blurry. I started getting angry.

"grrr.... WILL ALL OF Y'ALL SHUT UP ALREADY!!" I yelled as I stood up from the couch. That wasn't my voice though... It sounded deep and dark... Almost like a demon...

It was quiet again finally.  I sighed as I sat down again. Everyone was at a low whisper now, barley Audible where I was.       Kai came and sat next to me.

"What was that?" He asked.  I shook my head no. "C'mon Lloyd, ever since your birthday you've been acting very weird, you can talk to me just know that."
Was all he said before he left.

'...How fuckin dense are they?!' I yelled in my head. 'I'm just fine! I just destroyed my entire left arm 'cause I was bored!' I sarcasticlly yelled in my head. I sighed as I got up and went back to my room, or well my bed, we all share a room. As soon as I sat down Cole called me down saying it was important. I made the 'I hate everything and everyone and just kinda wanna die even though I'm already dead in the inside' teenager noise.

I was downstairs, everyone was talking about a mission. Ususally I would be all ears but this time...I could'nt give 2 shits, I didn't wanna go on a mission 'cause of' you know who' will probably try to give me a panic attack in the middle of it.

"Alright, everyone got the plan in there head?" Asked Nya. Everyone except me said 'Yup'. The sad thing is that nobody noticed me,...I sighed to myself, I don't even care anymore.

The mission was to catch some wannabe gangsters, but they are pretty smart, the managed to get away with over 15 tons of Cocaine, crazy right? Not only that but they managed to steal over 5,000 dollars from the Bank a few months back.

Sigh I really don't care anymore, I'm so emotionally drained that it's taking impact on my physical tiredness.

I rubbed my eyes trying to get rid of the tiredness, but when my eyes were closed they image of Kai dead came into my mind, that made me visibly flinch. I sighed probably for the 100th time today. I looked over at Kai and smiled, a light, barley noticeable, blush on my face.

Jay POV

I looked over at Lloyd and saw him looking at Kai with a smile.... Yup he's totally into him I KNEW IT!! COLE OWES ME 12 DOLLARS NOW!  YES!

I nudged Cole and and moved my head towards Lloyd to show him what I saw. His face went from 'ok' to 'crap' real fast hahaha! 

"Where's my 12 dollars, Cole?" I whispered.

"Grrr... Here." He said as he gave me the money. I had a huge smirk on my face.

I walked over to Kai.

"Hey, Kai?" I whispered.

"What?" He asked.

"Ya know... Lloyd has a thing for you." His face immediately went red.

"W-what do you mean?" He's trying to play dumb.

"Don't play dumb Kai, I know your Gay fo-" He cut me off by slapping a hand on my mouth, while the blush still present on his face he said.

"One word to anyone or else your gonna live a life with a Hella lot of Pranks got it?" I nodded. I hated getting pranked, by Kai especially.

"Good." He then let go of my mouth.

"... Ya know you should tell him how you feel, cause he feels the same way about you."

"You can't know that for sure. He only thinks of me as a friend... I think..."

"Welp it your loss." Was the last thing I said before I left to go back to Cole.

... Hahahaha their totally Gay for each other...