Two Parts Of Me

Ch.47

Lloyd POV

Me and Kai were currently enjoying the sandwiches I made. I can't actually cook without burning something, but I can make a decent sandwich. It was silent, that is until everyone barged into the house suddenly, chattering loudly and laughing but that all stopped instantly when they noticed me and Kai. I looked back to the table before standing up and tossing the sandwich I took two bites out of into the trash, I lost my appetite. I headed up the stairs. I didn't want to see their disapointed and disgusted faces. I entered my Bedroom with a sigh as I closed my door behind me, Jax was asleep on my bed. I went over and sat next to him, petting him. He was such a chill cat, it was great.

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I petted Jax a bit longer, quietly ranting to him, before I heard glass shatter downstairs followed by yelling and thudding. I quickly, but carefully, set Jax to the side and rushed downstairs. Halfway down the stairs my eyes widened, Kai and Zane were fighting. The glass that shattered was a glass bowl that Kai had hit over his head by Zane.

He had his hands around Kais throat. "You need to stop defending him!! He's a murderer why can't you just except that!!" He yelled. Everyone else was just watching, not exactly knowing how to break it up. I jumped the railing and ran to Zane, tackling him off Kai, putting a knife to his throat. Wait, Knife? Where'd this come from? I didn't know but at that moment I didn't care, all I cared about was Kai at that moment. Zane went to push me off him, harshly, but, I don't know how, but I somehow made Ice appear and pin his hands to the floor along with his feet. He was deafensless. I kept the knife to his throat.

"Don't ever touch him again.." I said, my voice darker and deeper but scratchier than before. I stared him in the eyes for a moment or so before snapping out of my Trance and getting off him, the knife and ice disapeared, I still have no Idea how I did that, but I still didn't care.

Zane rubbed his throat and got off the ground with the help of Cole and Jay. "See what I mean now, Kai?" He said glaring at me. "Nothing's gonna change." He said.

...I've had enough of this shit...

"Zane, just stop already." I said looking at the ground. "All you guys do now is give me Shit about the past!" I yelled, my voice changing again. "NON OF YOU ARE HELPING THE SITUATION!!" I yelled. "I truly am trying to get better, I really am. I'm sorry ok!? I couldn't stop anything, anything I did, Morro did, I can't stop it! Because I am only a Fucking Human!" I yelled looking him dead in the eyes. "The least you guys could do is.. forgive me and just.. try and support me.." I said, my voice becoming more quiet. "You guys are the last of my family, I don't have anyone else.. Please.." I said looking to the ground. It was silent, I heard footsteps but they faded eventually. I looked up and just as I thought... They all left. Some went upstairs, others went out. Kai was standing next to me, his arm around me. I looked back to the ground, my expression was full of guilt. That was before it became an expression of Rage, Anger. I got out of Kais grasp and went up stairs.

I'm so fucking done with this shit....