Two Parts Of Me

Ch.48

Lloyd POV

My door was locked and I was packing. I packed a few shirts, pants, etc. I gathered all the cash I could find. My phone, phone charger, all that. And I was ready. I was about to leave through the window with Jax before I heard a knock on my door. I flinched and quickly tossed the backpack into my closet, closing it shut before opening my actual door. It was Kai.

"Hey, you..ok?" He asked, seeming somewhat hesitant. I sighed. "Yea.. I suppose. Come in." I said opening the door wider and heading to my bed, acting as if nothing happened really. Kai came in and closed the door behind him. "I was just checking. Listen, Lloyd, I'm sorry that I can't defend you like I wish I could." He said rubbing the back of his neck looking at the ground. I shook my head, standing up and wrapping my arms around him. "Don't be sorry for my mistakes. You don't need to Defend me Kai, just ignore all of them. That's what I've been doing." I said, my head leaning onto his chest. "But the way they talk about you is unnecassary. They don't need to be saying things like that." He said, his chin resting ontop of my head, his arms wrapped around me. "I'm aware.." I said. "Just stop worrying so much about it please." I said looking up at him.

His auburn eyes burning into mine.. I'm really gonna miss those eyes.. I'm gonna miss everything about Kai, from his eyes to his personality to his soft kisses..

I can't leave...

But.. I have to. I'm not getting any better here.. Can't he just come with me?.. No. He has the job of a Ninja, he can't just quit that. I could feel the tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. But, then he'd have to deal with the others by himself- I can't do that to him! This is just selfish. Running away- Am I an Idiot? Appearantly so! I can't just leave without Kai, without telling him that I'm even leaving. I can't do that to him. He doesn't deserve it, at all, not in any way.. But I really need to leave this place...

I sighed and Planted a kiss on his soft lips. I'm not gonna leave, I just can't. I'll stay for Kai. I'll have to bear this torture just a bit longer until I figure something out.

Just a little bit longer.. for Kai..

Kai POV

I could tell Lloyd was arguing with himself. He doesn't know, but he makes certain facial expressions when he's arguing with himself, it was freakin' adorable. But what was he arguing about? What's going on in that blonde head of his?
My thoughts were interupted buy Lloyd giving me a small kiss. Agh, I'll ask him later.

"So, how do you feel about a Date Night hm?" I asked. A brow raised. "After all that?" He asked. "... So, is that a no?" I asked, a bit sad. Lloyd grinned and rolled his eyes with a chuckle. "Kai Smith, I would love to go on a date with you." He said with a smile. I smiled aswell. "Alright, then go ahead and start getting ready Lloyd Garmadon." I said before kissing his head and heading to the door. "Or maybe I should say, Lloyd Smith." I said with a smirk before exiting the room, leaving a red faced Lloyd to get ready for the date. To be honest, I have thought about it before. Plenty of times before, yes.

Marriage..