Two Parts Of Me

Ch.38

Lloyd POV

"Good morning, Mr.Garmadon." Mr.Rogers greeted. He was always a nice person to me, even though he knew very well what I did. Mr.Rogers had brown hair light brown eyes and a few wrinkles here and there, hazel eyes and a brown mustache.

"So, how's everything in the mind? Is that ghost still haunting you?" He asked. Yes, he does know about Morro, but I don't think he beileves me, I think he might think I'm Schizophrenic or something, but he just goes along with it. Mr.Rogers was both a Counsler and Physciatrist. (Is a counsler and physciatrist the same thing??) He helps me with my Mental Health and if I need to talk about anything, he's there. Almost like a father figure.

"Eh..Good I guess? And yes he is still bothering me.. Constantly." I replied, it was kind of a mumble though but he heard me.

"Hm, well just ignore him, it'll be ok." He said with a reasuring smile.

We started going over some questions and stuff, just the questions Physciatrists ask their patients. (Idk any questions sooo-)

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We finally finished with the questions and such. "Good bye, Mr.Garmadon, See you in a few days." Mr.Rogers said as he closed his office door. I just nodded and continued walking with Zane back to the house. Again, neither of us bothered talking to each other, No one except Kai like to conversate with me anymore so I was used to it by now.

Once back at the house I went up to my room again and just layed down in my bed. I could feel myself getting duller and duller every passing day, my will to live is actually starting to run short, Morro is actually starting to get to me a bit, it's becoming harder to get out of bed each morning, I just want to stay here in my room, in bed, and have everyone stay away from me, with nothing except music. Nobody trusts me anymore. I don't understand why he still defends me, he knows what I did, he knows I killed people, he knows I changed, but I still don't understand why he still does it. Why? Why does he seem to still love me? and if he actually still does...

Why can't I feel it?...

Kai POV

"Hey guys." I said as I walked in the house. I just got back from a patrol around the city, and everythings fine, just caught a kid stealing a chocolate bar from a 7/11 that's it.

"Oh, hey Kai." Zane said walking out the kitchen.

"Where is everyone?" I asked looking around.

"Cole is out visiting his dad, Jay and Nya are out on a Date, and I'm just making some tea." He replied.

"Hm, what about Lloyd? Where is he?" I asked looking back at him.

"He's in his room again." He said with a sigh. He seemed like he didn't want to talk about him.

"Oh, well I'm gonna go see him." I said as I made my way to the stairs. "..Why do you defend Him, Kai?" Zane asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked looking back to him. I really don't want to get in this argument again.

"Why do you still take his side? I understand that you two were dating at one point, but still. You know what he did, he's a murd-"

"No he's not, don't call him that, he just couldn't control what he was doing, and it wasn't his damn fault it was Morros, he was trying to get Lloyd to kill himself, just so he could feel better about himself." I snapped. I hate that that's still their view on Lloyd. "Also, we are still together, we haven't broken up, and we never will unless Lloyd says other wise." It was up to Lloyd if he wanted to stay together. I still love him with all my heart, but it's up to him if he chooses to stay.

"Kai, I don't think you understand. He killed people! Innocent people-"

"Shut up!" I yelled glaring at him. "It wasn't his fault so quit giving him shit about it!" I yelled before going upstairs.

They don't understand, it wasn't Lloyds fault, it was Morros! It's seriously pissing me off..