Two Parts Of Me

Ch.45

Kai POV

That night I slept with Lloyd, he did wake up multiple times though from night mares. I was trying my best to be there for him, that's all I could do, without Wu everythings has just been going more downhill then before. Wu was the one with the rituals and wisdom, the only support we had for Lloyd. Now he's gone, never to come back..

~Next Morning~

I woke up the next morning to Lloyds new cat rubbing against my face. "Agh- Jax- stop." I said pushing the cat away from my face as I sat up. I looked to where Lloyd was supposed to be, only to find he wasn't there. My heart jumped before the door opened and Lloyd walked in, a towel on top of his head and.. Shirtless. He probably just got out the shower.

"Oh, you're awake. It's 12 in the afternoon buy the way." He said as he dried his head a bit more and went to his closet. I couldn't take my damn eyes away from him, my face was a shade of red. He had a few scars here and there from past missions and from more recent times, he was well in shape yet still a bit scrawny. His skin was always baby soft, except for some parts of his arms, which were rough and covered in scars he inflicted on himself a few months back.

Lloyd threw on a hoodie and went back over to me and layed back down on his bed, his legs hanging over the edge. "Sleep good?" He asked. I shook my head to get rid of the image of Lloyd out of my head. "Yea I did. What about you?" I asked him. "Ok I suppose, I kept waking up though. You know about that, I kept you up all night." He said with some guilt in his voice. "Ah, it's fine. I don't mind." I said with a grin.

Lloyd sighed. "You're just saying that, we all know because of me you haven't been sleeping well, eating well, or anything. You always worry about me, and I appreciate it so much, but I just want you to take a few days to worry about yourself ok?" He said looking up at me. It was pretty true, I haven't been my best, I was severly worried about Lloyd and I've just been a bit stressed recently. But that's not gonna stop me from being there for Lloyd.

He has it so much worse than me and the others do. "I'm fine, Lloyd. There's nothing for you to be worried about." I said as I leaned forward and giving him a small peck on his forehead. "Don't worry about me ok?" I said with a grin.

Lloyd bit his bottom lip, in thought. "
... Ok, fine, but if it becomes to much, don't be afraid to just take a brea-"

"I'm never gonna do that, because I'm never gonna need to." I said. I needed to change the subject before he gets argumentative about this. ".. Where are the others?" I asked.

"Patrol." He said before standing up. If it wasn't obvious enough, ever since the incident the Ninja and Lloyd Haven't really been getting along. Lloyd has apologized so many times, but they keep Bringing it up, like it just happened that day and not an entire year ago! It really pissed me off that they keep giving Lloyd this treatment. They want him to get better, yet they keep treating him like this.

I got out of the bed and followed Lloyd down stairs. They always keep him Isolated here, they don't let him out by himself, he has to have someone with him or he can't go at all. The public even hates Lloyd now. I sighed silently.

If I could go back in time and change all of this, I would...

A/N I AM SO SORRY!!!!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG! SCHOOL IS JUST A BITCH- I'm so sorry, I promise I will try much harder to update at least once or twice a week now!